How To Be Happy ?

by looking at someone you love and it is you best-friends and boyfriend

im glad to see you today.. at my house, smiling like a koala bear =D

Sky Is Falling Down

having sleepover at T's house.

made some kuih,her favorite at 2am

and sleep :)

Good Girl Gone Bad

You give me everything just by breathing

good morning lovers and a few haters. guess what? im just arrived from KL. yesterday was a nightmare. rushing for nothing and sweating like a pig but here i am, in KB. i see mummy is still sleeping in the blanket. she didnt know that im going home today but T already told her , no surprise :( never mind, my koala bear didnt know that im back. so, lets surprise him. hehe

I Thought I Could Trust You. Guess I Was Wrong

everybody make mistake because nobody is perfect, right? i still remember what mummy told me, 'first time is a mistake, second time is a misunderstanding, third time is no longer a mistake but a choice'. well, im not telling you that im miss so-perfectionist. i do make mistakes but most of the things i do , i do not harm people around me. if you really know me, im not the type of person who talks about people or rowdy. you can do whatever you like as long as you know the boundary between us. at first , we really had a great time together but its like you are over the limit. babe, i found out something and you such a big fat liar! whats the point of your forgiveness and all your kindness? -meaningless-

Where Is Your Dignity?

I lied, I stole, and I lost the respect of my family, for what? So I can be like you? You asked me before if it was all worth it, and my answer is it’s not

from : Gossip Girl

Regret Later

One day you will realize how much I was there for you, when I’m gone.

Don't Chase Your Memories

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once again my heart hurt by you. another sorry come out from your mouth. and i get it. thank you!

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I N S P I R A T I O N

i just dyed my hair. its completely BLONDE! and think im gonna cut my bang or maybe do a boyish hair cut. what do you think?

Love Don't Cost A Thing But A Heart

i met him yesterday. we had lunch with my brother at Kampung Baru. as usual he is quiet as a mouse and im the only person who talked. never mind. actually this is my first time my brother officially met my special guest. we went to PV to watch Harry Porter but the ticket sold out. Thank You God for saving me from two hours in the dark room. we went to the book stores, times. im looking for a book ( hardly to remember the tittle ) because i used to read the book when i was teens. i guess somebody stole it. ask Elizabeth catch me eyes. Money honey come to mummy please. i wanna buy that book. my girl-friends already in KB. im going home this weekend. wait for me ,okay? we will do some party. cekmek party, yeahh!!

It's My Life, I Do What I Like

i dont know what is the right word to describe what had happened to me, to us. i dont believe in all this but i have a feeling that my 'guardian' looks like this. i dont want a guardian and i dont want anybody to take care of other than me, which i dont plan on having a guardian in my whole life. but it happens. im just going to try my best to stay far away.

stay away ! i do not care, i do not want to care. i dont need the drama people.

This Is For Real ?

but i need to loose weight!!!!! not because my boyfriend dont likes me just the way i am but most of my clothes are tight enough. *Big Sigh*

Selimut Hati

Aku, ‘kan menjadi malam-malam mu
‘kan menjadi mimpi-mimpi mu
dan selimuti hati mu,
yang beku

Aku, ‘kan menjadi bitang-bintang mu
‘kan s’lalu menyinarimu
dan menghapus rasa rindu mu,
yang pilu

Aku bisa,
untuk menjadi apa, yang kau minta
Untuk menjadi apa yang kau impikan,
tapi ku tak bisa menjadi dirinya

Aku, ‘kan menjadi embun pagi mu
yang ‘kan menyejukkan jiwa mu
dan ‘kan membasuh hatimu,
yang layu

DEWA 19

WHat Will You Choose?

its already two weeks in here. most of the lecturers are just fine. we're good right? :) since this is my final year, im gonna stay on the right side. less trouble much better. hmm, i just found out the truth about someone. this is scary dude! you know what is my problem? the problem is you! you say that you're not into brand-manic things but the real fact is you are materialistic girl. you are so hypocritical. if one person said bad things about you, maybe he/she is bad person but now its like many people talk the same things about you. so who should i trust the most? you or them? whatever it is.. good luck in you real life.

Right Path

I Didn’t Choose You, My Heart Did.

I cant promise you a perfect relationship... but I CAN promise that I'm gonna give my all to you and only you.

If And Only If

if i go to Langkawi with my sisters, i will skip one or two classes on this week.

if i go to Langkawi with my sisters, i will make up some stupid reason to my lecturers.

if i go to Langkawi with my sisters, i will not able to settle down my fail subject.

if i go to Langkawi with my sisters, i will not understand what Mr.Rama taught for the next class.

if i go to Langkawi with my sisters, i will not know that somebody stole my supervisor for the FYP.

if i go to Langkawi with my sisters, im pretty sure that i will not fasting.

if i go to Langkawi with my sisters, i will not able to meet T & A and have a blast with them.

did you know that some plan did not going well, not because God hate it but He already plan something better for us.

Who Will Walk A Million Miles To See You Is (?)

define happiness ?

they ask me, why i look so energetic even though im fasting? the answer is them. happiness is .. when i meet my best friends especially when three of us all together. by looking at their face, i will automatically smile. we do everything together. it is good to have them because they not give a care in the world about my actions or feelings. and i dont need to worry about what they will think of me. they act crazy with me and have no problem looking mentally retarded with me. we're dont envy each other somehow we share most of the thing that we had.

i have the best 'best' friends in the world and they are my happiness.

No offence, but I really dont care.

and i guess im on the right track.

With A Big Smile

jealousy? im glad that you have that kind of feeling. that is good. keep it up ^^ koala bear :)

did you realize that you always express your face like this? sweet :)

Do You Believe In Fairies?

J.M. Barrie: You needn't steal my journal to get to know me, Mary.
Mary Ansell Barrie: No, I suppose I could just go see the plays. I was hopelessly naive when I married you. I imagined that brilliant people disappeared to some secret place where good ideas floated around like leaves in autumn, and I hoped at least once you would take me there with you.
J.M. Barrie: There is no such place.
Mary Ansell Barrie: Yes there is: Neverland.

click HERE to read the synopsis of this movie. im too lazy to write, sorry. i love Kate Winslet and her accent

I Maybe Fat But You’re Ugly

Say Hello To Rebecca

the Roommate... kinda scary! the movie is about two girls, Sara (Minka Kelly) and Rebecca (Leighton Meester), who assigned to room with one another during their freshmen year of collage. the two roommates out as friends but there something noticeably wrong about Rebecca. throughout the movie, Rebecca's tendencies become progressively stranger to the point where she becomes psychotically obsessed with her roommate. Rebecca will do just about anything to have Sara all to herself.

what i like about this movie...

1. Minka is seriously hot
2. well, both of them look a like. i just watch movie if the actor/actress is fuckin hot.
3. Cam Gigandet !!!! i love his smile.perfect!
4. soundtrack of this movie.
5. i love Leighton Meester. especially in this movie, she looks so skinny.damn you LM!

click HERE , Minka and Meester talk about The Roommate.

People Not Getting My Sarcasm Makes Me Feel Safe

new semester has began as sweet as chocolate . this is the final year and im going to do the final year project ( FYP ). my partner is Anaqi, the most laziness person in the world just like me. that is why we're teammate but whatever he is, i love you son of the mask! we're already choose our supervisor.next week we're going to discuss the project with him. i hope he super excited to meet us.

i cant sleep, 5 in the morning and its heavily raining. it'll be another hour till i'll be able to fall asleep. now i only can sleep when the sun comes up, it's been like that for a while actually, since the last semester break. its tiring as shit. what's funny is that i'll be up the whole night and as i am, i wont be able to sleep but the moment the sun rises, i drop dead. funny huh? and i feel so damn sleepy in the most of the classes. sorry lecturers, i cant help it.

what else? ... ohh, im still lives in the same room but different roommate. just mention her as F .she is from Pahang. well, im surrounded by orang pahang. she is freshie,19 years old and she is well-manner. so far so good. i hope so :) because of i already sent half of my stuffs to KB so, there is nothing much left in here. usually this room is full with my things but this time, none!

Dream As If You'll Live Forever, Live As If You'll Die Today.

currently is reading this book.

'I’m here. I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long. I will stay with you. If you need the medication again, go ahead and take it—I will love you through that, as well. If you don’t need the medication, I will love you, too. There’s nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and Braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me ' - Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

Q U O T E

Never compare your love story with those in the movies, because they are written by scriptwriters. Yours is written by God .

Little Too Much

Sometimes it hits like a car crash,
And its too late too reverse
Sometimes you make me a better person,
Sometimes you bring out the worst

Sometimes we get on like fire
Sometimes we stopping like rain
Just when I think that its over,over
You wave a white flag again

Natasha Bedingfield

A Photograph Is Worth A Thousand Words

Love isn't all about flirting, hugs, kisses and sex. Love is about taking all those things away and still having feelings for that person