everyday doing the same routine is really really boring!i dont want end up my life like this.like a caveman.its sucks! even tarzan live happily eva after in the jungle while me suffering for no reason in the big city.lucky you TARzAN! i wonder where will i be 10 years from today?still in aviation industry or not?i dont know!when i ask people about the licencing,they got their point about that.they want me think it wisely whether taking avionics or airframe/engine.i have too many to take care of.i have to be stable enough to live my life or this would all just fall to the ground and i wont be able to pick up the ashes.i have been bonding with my parents a lot.it feels really good to know that there are people for me that i can rely on but i want parents proud of me.so i dont want my decision ruin my whole life.for the GOD sake i dont know!
its envy me when most of my 'best'friend doing very well with their life. and me! so fucked up!
i better be off.hold on tight,readers.
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