Stare If You Must

i admire this beautiful mother/wife/singer/pole dancer, Andien Aisyah. i never heard any of her song but i really like her style. so cute! follow her on IG.

Fuerteventura

by Russian Red

You're always such a fool
And in your eyes so blue
I see the life I never had before.

Do you remember when
We used to live things separate
We hadn't met or thought
That could be possible.

I'm glad you had your life
So good to listen to your past
All of those things brought you
With me and now we're two.

You're always such a fool
And in your eyes so blue
I see the life I never had before.
You always talk so smooth
And in your voice, so true
I hear the dream
I never had before.

But if I try to think
Of something better than this
Heaven comes down
And reminds the luck we live.

funny moment

situation : pasar ikan

mummy : tokey, ikan kembung sekilo brapa?
tokey ikan : sekilo rm7.
mummy : mahal nya... murah la sikit
tokey : kak, sebelah tu anak ko? (appointed to me)
mummy : dok eh, xleh muroh ko?
tokey : sebab kak bawak anak tino, kito buwi rm6 sekilo. kalo kak bawak anak jatey, kita wi harga mahal.
mummy : blur***

I N S P I R A T I ON

Diana Amir? before this, i never knew who is she. an actress or what-so-ever... but now, i adore her the most.. i've see her in person and masyaallah, she is so beautiful. i love the way she dress up, cover up her body.. i hope i can be like her... insyaallah..

another monthsary

dear gewe, 

Another day, another month, another year, another  smile, another tear but there can never be another you. did you know that meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you is beyond my control...that is the reason why I love you.happy 22th monthsary. hopefully our love lead us into marriage.

Dance* Dance*Dance

belly dance....... again! for the past few years i went to belly dance class with mama (my neighbor's  mom) then i stopped. i don't have any good reason for that.. laziness, maybe. today, i meet Mama and i ask her if she still go to the belly dance class or not? she said yes. i said i want to join her tonight.. we arrived at 8:30 pm, the place still the same except they added two fancy lights. i saw the old folks, same faces. i recognized the faces but not their names. they are very friendly and funny. know what, for the first 15 minutes i felt so exhausted, its like non-stop running. i just knew that im leak of stamina. what to do..  i should start workout.. 

ps/ mummy told me that my baju raya dah siap. dont eat too much otherwise your baju raya will not fit.

What happens in the world's largest trash city will transform you.

Waste Land. a friend of mine told me that it is a good movie/ documentary. Vik Muniz? who the hell is him? he is an artist, he has used dirt, chocolate, sugar and garbage to create the image and art. he just an inspiration to me, i mean his journey to Jardim Gramacho had opened my eyes. some of the picker start working at the aged of 7 until now. they eat, they read and they wear what they found at the landfill. it such an inspiration to me. 

 'I'd rather want everything and have nothing, than have everything and want nothing. Because at least when you want something your life has a meaning: it's worthwhile. From the moment you think you have everything, you have to search for meaning in other things. I spent half my life wanting everything and having nothing; and now I have everything and I don't want anything' - Vik Muniz

Sehangat Asmara

influence by my aunt i watch Sehangat Asmara and it hooked me up! that drama series is seriously great. all the actors and actress are amazing, the soundtrack and plots, its all better than reading the novel. the best scene when Kay keep asking Zainal why he leaves her for 8 years (episode 21) and it was so sad.. u guys should watch it...

I Go Running With A Heart On Fire

if you go

please let me know

I go running with a heart on fire

I go running with a heart on fire

I go running with a heart on fire

I go running with a heart on fire

I go running with a heart on fire

I go running with a heart on fire

I go running with a heart on fire

Pretty face by Soley

I see my pretty face in his old eyes

I listen to our blood run side by side

I throw my hands to you and run away

It´s so cold so dangerous that I can't stay

I run away from you

Into your dream and who the one

That I was in when you took me

That I could never meet my friends again

I thought I touched them but I can't feel I´m in your dream

They want to take me but I will hide from them

Tonight I take your life and throw it far away

I'll use my pretty face to find my way to him

I run away from you

Into your dream and who the one

That I was in when you took me

That I could never meet my friends again

Will you be my friends in my dream

Just take that pretty face I´ve shown me

Will we ever have that baby

Just take that pretty face I´ve shown me

Are you my friend

Love-less

misconception about love   

when i said i love you

doesn't mean that im all yours

doesn't mean you can simply hurt my heart

doesn't mean you can do anything to me as you wish

doesn't mean i have to change everything for you

its all wrong

i wish i would ... but i could

no hard feeling

YOUTH IN REVOLT