Sunday, February 27

If I Fell

If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
'cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than her

If I trust in you, oh please
Don't run and hide
If I love you too, oh please
Don't hurt my pride like her
'cause I couldn't stand the pain
And I would be sad if our new love was in vain

So I hope you see that I
Would love to love you
And that she will cry
When she learns we are two
cause I couldn't stand the pain
and I would be sad if our new love was in vain

so I hope you see that I
would love to love you
and that she will cry when she learns we are two.

If I fell in love with you

The beatles

Enjoy every moment! Because in life, there are no rewinds, only flashbacks. Make sure it's all worth it

my all time favourite game!! dont you think this is cute? with the pastel colors and the sound effect.they remain me to chuzzle ^^

Saturday, February 26

If you had a time machine, what date would you travel to?

the time when you were mine. when we live together.no one was there but us. the time when i can smile,laugh and you were next to me.

Sweet beginnings when you ask me something.

What's On Your Mind?

nothing =,=!
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sorry, right now. im not really in the mood for blogging. been really busy. but i'll try updating soon.



This Is Soo ....

i just bought some panties from Topshop..i got a voucher from my friend.so its a bit cheaper than it was. so cute ,rite?

Wednesday, February 23

Knowledge is pain and that's why it hurts to know.

i put on my blanket and im ready to go. i grab the laptop but my hand stop. i fall onto my knees, im sweeting profusely. i cant breath . i try to scream for help but i know no one will hear me. so many images are running through my head.
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"what's going on?!", i keep asking myself
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i feel so hopeless. i start to cry. i cry and cry until im out of tears.
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"Arghhh!!", i scream.
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i cant take it. im dumbfounded. so many feelings, so many emotions. i just sit on my floor thinking. im just a human :(

Monday, February 21

True Friend is hard to find, that's because the best is already mine!

ingat tak, we made a cake as a birthday present for Deela but the cake was half bake..out side was ok but inside was lembik. and the icing was so damn sweet. i think it was the first time we made it but mission incomplete. we just laugh and laugh and laugh. ahha
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ingat tak, kita buat muffin. macam-macam muffin kita pernah try. choc muffin. butter muffin. choc chip muffin and banana muffin.
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ingat tak,kita pernah buat kek batik. bajet buat malam tu sebab nak makan esok tapi malam tu jugak kek habis
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ingat tak,kita buat biskut raya. kita lawan sapa bole buat biskut semperit paling panjang. dan biskut kita tu dah macam-macam shape da. shape bontot pon ada ;)
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ingat tak, kita buat meggi kari. kelakar kot sebab lepas makan meggi, you terus blur.nak cakap meggi is not good for health lah konon!
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ingat tak, malam tu kita pergi makan kat Hayaki. kita suruh dia turun kat traffic light.g survey meja ada ke tak. lolz
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ingat tak, hujan tapi nak pergi Pcb jugak sebab nak minum air kelapa. pastu stay dalam kereta sambil dengar lagu Britney Spears.


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too many memories too remember. i miss you..
thank you for being a true friends

Sunday, February 20

Love Game






Grab My Crotch, Wear My Hat Low Like You

i feel weak
and my body shakes
i fall to the floor
and my bones! they break!
i can not breath
my mind is blank
as i heave and heave!
i cant see anything
its too dark

We don't remember days, we're remember moments

Saturday, February 19

eLL ohh Vee Eei

Never be sorry for your feelings, it's like being sorry about the truth.

hide your feeling? no? show me some more..

MORNING lovers

You never achieve success unless you like what you are doin

back home or stay at miat, nothing different. cause after all im just alone. Kaklong is working. so do my brother. im not in the mood to study. i just finished some of the assignment. (inhale exhale) i felt like nobody cares about me. so lonely. although so many people online on facebook but my heart is not there. because i miss my bestie damn much. lately we dont have enough time to chit -chatting. A is busy-ing with the car licence and T is starting with the new semester.Kaklong just back home after a week stay at Natasha's crib. she directly go to her room. she ignore me. DAMN! lucky me, T is online. after told her ,i feel so damn happy.relieve! she is my superwomen. life saver. thanks.

now is 4:40am but im still awake. so hard to get sleep. today is the day. final rugby.last time i miss the game and we lost but this time,im sure go there. i cant sleep not because of the game but i miss mummy. my brother say mummy not feeling well.i hope thats nothing serious. back to the topic, i hope our team win the game. if not, lets try for another league. aja aja fight!

Empty Heart,Empty Soul

from : Skins

Friday, February 18

The time of my life with you

I left my heart with you take care of it because it doesn't have any weapons.

Thursday, February 17

Relationship means giving the best of you to someone who deserves it!

this is great.
for more, please visit this site.

www.kuzmenkova.com

W h e n

someone open the door, i thought it is my roommate but the warden. she scold me, ' Why you turn the music loudly? are you deaf? i can hear your music from ground floor.give me your ID card rite now!' i give my ID, then she look at my finger and ask again, Are you muslim? i reply, Why? if im wearing cutex, im not muslim. dont be such a fool. and i sit in front of laptop. just ignore her. she get mad , How rude you are young lady! i said, am i rude to you? if you finish you can leave my room now, madam. thank you. she gave me NOTIS SAMAN atas kesalahan menganggu ketenteraman penghuni asrama.rm20. she warn me, if you do it again, you're dead. ohh.. im scared! fuck you bitch. lucky you, im not your student.

then i continue watching GG season 4 :)

Walking With A Ghost

while listening to Tegan and Sara's songs, finally i finished my assignment at 4:54am . hip hip hoorey. S already sleep. she google the informations and i do the presentation. the thing that i hate the most is doing the power point. and my lecturer want us do the animation thing. menyusahkan lah!

i got no class for tomorrow.suppose to be replacement for English class but dia ada hal pulak. today's presentation was freaking bad. instead of spelling staff, i spell stuff. stupid error.

next week will be another tough week for me. i just wanna spend my weekend in my room. S is going home this week and im alone. dont worry S , i will survive. she give me packets of meggi, eat this meggi if you hungry,said S. she treat me like im 12. thanks :)

Wednesday, February 16

♥ ..

Life is full of secrets and lies. So when you get screwed over, don't act surprised

from : Gossip Girl

this is crazy cheesy . you fight with someone else and im not in that situation and i dont know what was going on between you guys. out of sudden, you ignore me. didnt spoken with me. holly shit bitch! who you think you are?

Oh My Honey Money.

How to manage your money wisely? give me some tips. this year is really tough for me. in my whole life i never feel peniless like this. i can burn rm200 in a day. this is weird because i live in MIAT! there is nothing here. like a dead town. where all my money goes to? 70% food 20% notes 5% friend 5% transportation . well, i must say that food is a part of me but for the God sake i cant handle my appetite . DAMN!

lucky me, i know doing some hair stuff. i got two customer this week. both of them are my junior. actually one of them want do rebounding but i dont have enough time. next time JR. by doing this, my income is increase. $$$ .what a relieve.

Tuesday, February 15

I Just Wanna Go Home

so, im at hostel in my room. Alone.my roommate did not back yet since last week. i use these times to set back, relax and think things over. i must say i love some alone time. i can do whatever i what. turn my favourite song loudly. i can cook whenever i want at anytime. i can throw all my stuff on the floor. i feel relieve. not because my roommate and i hate each other but i respect her as my roommate. i used to stay with my partner. this time i tried to make a wall for us.your area and my area although she say nothing at all.

wanna know whats on my mind?

i have no idea but suddenly so many people have the hots for me. i know usually its good thing seeing people. you get conformation that you are someone people like hanging out with . but at this point in time, its getting rather irritating. everyone is different and everything changes. so many people are letting their true colors shine and some i cant even recognize anymore.
things are definitely not as great as it seems.

The Devil And God Are Raging Inside Me.

two things come across my mind. 1st cutting hair which was already done and the second one is pierce. i dont decide yet tongue or eyebrow or lip. which one do you think is better?

Valentine's Day is just another Monday to me


You felt it might be a gay
Between you and him
Between me and you

You felt it might be better
To change your life
But not tonight

I wonder how it would have been
Without knowing you
I'm asking why

You've never wanted to admit
That you were crazy for him

I am down tonight
I am down tonight
I am down tonight
Again tonight

I am down tonight
I am down tonight
I am down tonight
Because of you

I've never really understood
Why it was me
Why it was you

Might pay them all the trouble cause
We're a waste of time
Not tonight

I thought I was the only one

Plastiscines - I Am Down

Sunday, February 13

My Weakness

feeling not very well.
go away virus , this week is hard for me especially when my body is weak. i can't focus on my test. out of sudden i miss mummy. ok this is weird. im off now. bye lovers

Saturday, February 12

i Heart Double Zee

happy birthday to both of you.
Zydane and Zandhra
they sharing same birthday
May God bless you.

love love from B