Saturday, April 30

If You Cannot Find The Way, Just Make One

you sat next to me
and we stuck in the traffic jam
we watched the sun set
as everything passed us by
i looked at you
and you made me smile
although at first we got into a fight
then everything was under control
we talked and talked and talked
then i left
i couldn't look back
how i miss you.



hometown

arrived home at 3 am. mummy awake with a big smile. this morning, mummy and ayah are going to kursus haji. and im going to sleep.ZzzzZz!

Friday, April 29

I N S P I R A T I O N

i dig Electric Blue. some people called it neon blue. whatever it is, this color is awesome.
what do you think?

Gossip Girl

Thursday, April 28

An Unspeakable Secrets

i got a secret
can you keep it ?
swear this one you'll save ?

better lock it in your pocket
taking this one to the grave

cause two can keep a secret
if one of them is dead

Mistakes Increases Your Experience

Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and discover they were the big things

i went to Port Dickson with a friend. actually it was unplanned trip. we stayed at apartment near to Corus Paradise Resort. the place was just fine, not bad. the best night ever because this time we got pillow and bed. normally, we overnight at different places and stay in the car.kinda tired man! i took a break from my life last night and it felt real good. it was better than good. it was what i needed. i just had fun. i didnt care about anybody else, i didnt care about what was going to happen. i care about then and there, no worries. i didnt take any kind of narcotics. i had a midnight snack and listen to the sound of wave/wind. we played some game, stupid one! like Shane and Carmen.

tomorrow night im going back to Kota Bharu with my brother.celebrating my parents birthday but i didnt buy any present. maybe i just bake a cake to them. nice idea. its been a long time i didnt make any cake or muffin.

A Short Trip

Wednesday, April 27

Less Happy More Lonely

The worst thing in the world isn't being alone. its being surrounded by people that make you feel like you are alone.

If It Kills Me

I’ve never hated you. Sure, I was angry at you, and upset with you and completely confused by you, but trust me, hate never came into it.

( F__King Perfect )

Made a wrong turn, once or twice.
Dug my way out, blood and fire.
Bad decisions, that's alright.
Welcome to my silly life.
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood.
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated.
Look, I'm still around.

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing,
You're fuckin' perfect to me

You're so mean when you talk about yourself; you were wrong.
Change the voices in your head; make them like you instead.
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game.
It's enough; I've done all I can think of.
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same.

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear.
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer.
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere.
They dont like my jeans; they don't get my hair.
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time.
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?
pink

They Suck Your Blood Drink Your Wine

morning lover and some loser.i woke up early in the morning but i didnt go to class.

hey you, please dont made your own conclusion. im not mad at you.seriously NOt! im here faces some problem that i need to handle it by myself. there is not use to share because nobody can help it.i hope you understand.

another two days then i will going home. my friends too.

just because i am me, do i need to follow what my heart? what if my heart give a bad choice? what if i miss some of the opportunity just because i follow the heart?and my heart and my brain not going well.they dislike each other. that is why people say, life is gambling. we dont even know anything unless it happen.really? life is to short to worried, make it sweet.

Funny ^^

mine is 16 sept 1990

i hugged Selena Gomez in church because im a sex addict. hahahhaha!!
: Lindsay LOhan / The Look

Learn How To Dance In The Rain.

im not in a good mood today. cancel my first date, i didn't eat, im all alone in my bedroom and im sucks! there's nothing to worried about, normal thing la.hormone! the bad one, right? hmm.. i called her, we talked almost one hour and this thing calm me down. i know i cant push her away because i still need her in my life. she is my best friend.. she know me well.really? certain things, YES! other things NO! thanks for spent your time with me.i appreciate that :)

Tuesday, April 26

The Silent Killer Is Myself

my laziness is killing me. the past few weeks, my body just disagree with my brain. they're fighting for nothing. and im the victim ! haha. i wish i had a power, which is i can understand easily when the lecturer lecture in front of the class. *SIGH*

Your Life Is Changed

from : 500 days of summer

and yeah we're just friend.

Monday, April 25

First Date

tomorrow night, a date with Nobita. he asking me to watch RIO at Alamanda. just us. yee haaa!

Looking For Love

When My Crush Text Me, Good Morning^^


Sunday, April 24

Red Riding Hood

Amanda Seyfried is so stunning. i love her. the movie is just fine but im not recommended
you guy to watch this movie. ahha

Don't You Think We Shoulda Learned Somewhow

last night was great.hangout with friends at many places, although we all lived here but we hardly to meet each other. everybody is busying with their own life. i meet my best friends' boyfriend. we couldn't stop laughing and some of the things that happened would really freak a person out for a really long time. but i couldn't be more thankful that they're my friends.

Saturday, April 23

You Have No Idea How Good It Is To Be Alone.


from : Matilda

A 54 Years Old

yesterday was Ayah's birthday. my brother and i planned to surprise them(my parents) next week. im kinda excited to back home. i really wanna see mummy. i miss her so much.

Friday, April 22

Dear Friends,

Always make decisions with your mind and your heart

what a lucky six. six times never fade away. six times we're gone crazy. six times we're having so much fun. six times unplanned places. six times we ate something new.six times we slept-less.for the first time in my life, i did something stupid and unforgettable things that will drag my life into pieces but thats not gonna happen. lucky US!


Thursday, April 21

If I treated you the way you treated me, you would hate me.

There Are Three Kind Of Secrets

  1. something that you hide at the bottom of your heart because you don't want it to be mentioned.
  2. something that you can't say even if you want to.
  3. something that you hope someone asks about even though you're hiding.

Simple Kind Of Life

For a long time I was in love
Not only in love, I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch
It didn't work out, I'm covered in shells

And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
And all I needed was a simple man
So I could be a wife

I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
I always was the one with all the love
You came along, I'm hunting you down

Like a sick domestic abuser looking for a fight
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

If we met tomorrow for the very first time
Would it start all over again?
Would I try to make you mine?

I always thought I'd be a mom
Sometimes I wish for a mistake
The longer that I wait the more selfish that I get
You seem like you'd be a good dad

Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life
When all I ever wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

No Doubt

Wednesday, April 20

Listening To the Weather.

spent the whole night with a friend. he just so much fun. got hang out with him again which was awesome! effing hilarious man!
maybe right now, im exactly where i want to be. somewhere between happy and confused. i guess i made it clear but i dont wanna waste this away. everybody seems pretty convinced, now all that's left is us. so what now?


Who is your best friend and how did you meet him/her?

nik tik hajar aisyah & syuhada syamira. we've been school together.

Sweet beginnings when you ask me something.

Tuesday, April 19

♥ ..

: Dip Dye Hair
this is two-tone color with light ends and dark roots, adopted by famous names such as Drew Barrymore, Alexa Chung, Pixie Geldof, Lady Gaga and Mia. the dip-dye hair trend has been flourishing for a while now, it seems to be bigger than ever at the moment but not in here. i've been thinking about doing this to my hair for a while now but i'm finding hard to come up with the right shade. my hair is quite short, so every shade i choose is never going to look subtle.

Monday, April 18

Don't You Think So?

meet my new baby, Domingsi. T give him the name. why? ohh, there is a secret between us. gedek3.. finally the angry bird is mine!!! i am so happy. wink3. nemo, dont be sad, you still number one in my heart. actually i got another one teddy, baby rhino but my cousin, Zydane like him, so i give it to him. when i count back my teddy, i got 4 of them now. Nemo, Nemo jr,baby rhino and the new one, Domingsi. yeahhhhh!