I N S P I R A T I O N

some beautiful moment

haa.. enough? you said you miss me more. please write more than this. 

love? things like this you never see it coming, i had no idea but its him. i wasn't looking for him at all. now, he is mine and im all his forever. it was magical. 

i love you

Inspiration - Yellow Mellow

From highlighter to lemon and mustard to honey, yellow comes in a brilliant variety of shades, tints and tones today. even though this might be not my favorite color some how, i think you will look young in yellow. trust me!

Inspiration - Emma Robert

this girl is my all-time- favorite, especially in Wild child. 

she is so gorgeous and have a taste in fashion.

taught how to love

you look super cute when you smile

malam-malam terakhir di Kota Bharu. 

meet my beautiful cousin, Zalya. she is 5months. cute kan? 

Happiness

YOU HAD QUIT SMOKING

dear sayang, 

please appreciate this.

my love to you is infinity.

thank you.

hijab

do you know who is she?

she is Datin Norjuma, wife of our prime minister brother. 

she used to be TV host of tv3, NONA. after being a housewife for several years, now she own a boutique, AJ  Bawal Scarf. i love all this bawal collection. the color are yummy and lush!

Gotye

far far far away from me

second chance

and im all wrong about you

i dont want to be empty

they just weren't running fast enough

i dont even know what to hope for.

i sent about 20 emails to them but only  2 who had replied my email. 

*kecewa kecewa*

rolling in a deep

soo true!

do what you LOVE

the stars are nothing compared to your eyes

curiouser and curiouser.


while gathering with my family, i got a text from this person, i was like wooo... what this guy want from me now. long time ago he been rude to me and unfriend me from facebook, and now he asking me about my life and he never forget anything about me. what's up bro? did you take your medicine today? .. after all happened between us, i feel nothing. you're just a chapter in my life, the chapter of two kids having fun, go everywhere they want to go, do whatever they want to do, lies to other for their own sake, they are reckless. 


and now, im living in another chapter of my life. the chapter of me, in relationship with a young men. i've learn so many things with him. how to adapt his life with mine. since my boyfriend is the robot-type, (he hardly to express his emotional) so, i educate him about love-love things. and now, this guy is so mengada-ngada a.k.a manja kededek. mungkin terlebih ajar kot. i dont know. haha.. i just know i need him and my head is full with his face, his smile, his laugh and he is everything to me. 

Job

1 unread email.


shortlisted for interview on 16th April. 


*breath in, breath out* i got 2 interview in a day. one is Mark&Spenser, another one is AJIS - all Japan inventory service. this AJIS company told me that, you must be good in mathematics. that's all. 


and maybe there will be another interview to attend. anyway, wish me luck love :)

life is too short

i think you have no idea how much this is hurting me. maybe you already forgotten that you used to be penniless, you keep telling me that how hard life was and people always look down on you. nobody wanna go to your house, correction... nobody wanna be your friend. im always there for you,helping you when you're in trouble.gave my clothes. i give you the best as i could. that's what FriEND will do for their friendship. in return, now you insulting me. that is hurt! maybe you didnt realize that i used to feed you. maybe you didnt realize that im the one who transform you from the ugly duckling to a perfect swan. and maybe you didnt realize that karma is a bitch. . .

those stupid labeling

just love

people protect what they love

keeping mummy busy is my expertise. she didnt know that we bought her a carrot cake. while sing birthday song to double Z, my brother shown up with another cake to mummy. she seem so surprise. mission accomplish! know what, this carrot cake is so delicious. no lies! and its only rm18.  murah kan?  dora is look like my little Zya while Zydane is crazy with angry bird. everything is about angry bird. i told them that im a good chef now. mummy ask me to make a breakfast tomorrow. that is scary, okay. mummy is superb. she is good in everything. i love her.

i will not let anything take away

hello loves. this keyboard feels so new, so interesting, almost like i've never told a story here before.
screw my sleeping pattern! im sleeping at 4 or 5 am then waking up at 10am or sometime 5pm. must change it back asap! im done with my 3rd books,its like reading is my new best friend. otherwise im watching movies or cooking or cleaning the house. im so desperate housewife, no doubt!


2 days ago, mummy called me, blah blah blah... then i slept for a whole day. you know what, life is real empty when you got nothing to do but sleep, eat, watch movie, sleep and over again. then, i got a text, today is my birthday. guess who? .................. its from MUMMY! damnn, i forgot her birthday. well, i didnt forgot her birthday, i just dont know the date of that day. that's all! then my brother called me, he ask me if i want to follow him going back to KB, to celebrating mummy's birthday, on Tuesday.i have Mark&Spencer interview on Wednesday. im in torn between.. then i realize that mummy is more important to me. making mummy happy is worth it than anything else.so i decide to follow my him. here i am now in KB. i already called Mark&Spencer to postpone the interview. so i have a date with them on the next Monday. so nervous!


tonight we're gonna celebrating mummy's birthday. its not only her birthday but we have Zydane and Zya too. i give mummy a pen, cover with gold. im not showing off the thing i gave to her, its not about money because money cant buy me a new mummy. but, she loves gold. i though i wanna buy her a jubah. seems like she have too many jubah to wear. a pen would be nice to her.

meant nothing

there is always

One Step Closer

i dont want phenomenal love confessions, and expensive gifts, and romantic moonlight walks, and songs you wrote just for me, and calls every five minutes to tell me that you miss me

.. i simply want you for the rest we'll see.