love your body

so true!

recovery is beautiful

every journey begins with a single step

Here is the world. Beautiful and terrible things will happen. Don’t be afraid.

Frederick Buechner

Re Re Relieve

i feel lost.

i feel empty.

i feel none.

i feel incomplete.

i feel missing.

then i realize, all i need is HIM. His love. His bless. im looking for something  for many hours and i found these. i feel relieve. good for me and for all of you.

Dia berfirman :

Maka ingatlah kepadaKu, Aku pun akan ingat kepadamu..."

(Al-Baqarah, 2: 152)

Dia berfirman lagi :

"Katakanlah, Wahai hamba-hambaKu yang melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri! Janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah mengampuni dosa-dosa semuanya. Sungguh, Dialah Yang Maha Pengampun, Maha Penyayang."

(Az-Zumar, 39: 53).

Dia berfirman:

"(yaitu) orang-orang yang beriman dan hati mereka menjadi tenteram dengan mengingat Allah. Ingatlah, hanya dengan mengingati Allah, hati menjadi tenteram."

(Ar-Ra'd, 13: 28).

Dia berfirman:

"...Tetapi boleh jadi kamu tidak menyenangi sesuatu, padahal itu baik bagimu dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal itu tidak baik bagimu. Allah mengetahui, sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui."

(Al-Baqarah, 2: 216).

Dia berfirman lagi:

"Allah tidak akan menyiksamu,

jika kamu bersyukur dan beriman. Dan Allah Maha Mensyukuri, Maha Mengetahui."

(An-Nisa', 4: 147)

alhamdulillah.

saya kembali tenang

whats women wear

finally i found this.

this is not inner neck but inner ninja.

wooo~~~ninja wa cakap lu.

you can buy this thing at Jln TAR

just rm10.

the Adele's things

sometimes its last in love

a love letter

its so funny when you re-read back the letter

and found out that you actually exist 

it quite surprising me

a letter a year

..

i hope you will reply the short message

it will be more than enough

the sleepyhead

woke up late in the afternoon, im all alone. then went to see the kittens first. that's what i did every-time i wake up. they are so adorable, i think i fell in love with cat. why? because whenever i went to bed, all i think is my boyfriend and them. i wonder what are they doing right now? are they hungry? got enough food? am i crazy or this is normal..? fyi, the kittens stay out side the house. mummy wont let them inside. ask mummy ask mummy. . . after playing with the kittens, i ate. all foods are deserved at the kitchen. every morning mummy will cook and my adik-adik  will bring the food to school. JIMAT! i saw the show .. forgot the name.. about simple and fast recipe. i attracted to one of their recipe using res-berry and blueberry . its so easy especially for the lazy-dizzy person like me. i wonder there i can buy these two things in KB. ada jual kah? i keep the recipe for myself. later on i share with you guys. deal or no deal? 

went to Kbmall with my family. i already told my brother that he cant simply gave the book voucher to mummy. they need ic number and some of the bookstore want ID card. my adik-adik want buy some school book, so we went to Popular using my IC.pretend jadi budak UTM. i rarely go to Kbmall with family. it feel so awkward and fun. i told mummy, we still need rm20 to complete rm100. mummy told me that she want a book. i reply. okay. we made it rm100. at home, ayah pelik because everybody is reading book. mummy, amalina and daniel. ayah said, kalau malam-malam macam ni. bagus la, tak ada orang nak kacau ayah tengok TV. *laugh*

I ♥ Dooodoll

the heaven of Foods

what is a mother?

i just watched this movie on HBO. why i love Disney, most of their movie are great and this one too. 

dear my sayang

i love you sometimes but

most of time i need you,

i miss you sometimes but

most of the time i want you,

i hate you sometimes but

most of the time im in love with you.

happy 10th month anniversary

its a crazy love thing

you're so beautiful to me

DIY bottle

go green! lets recycle things... 

part of me

.. and again, i started of doing scrapbook. its been a long time i leave them. google some ideas. find the right color. mix and match it. i just loving this.

spinner 360

im craving for this lomo!

somebody out there

please give me this..

and

i'll take your picture 

deal ?

one night conversation

i just back home, went out with family. we went to bundle, bought some second hand shoes. then we went to kopitiam near to my house and ate some kuih-kuih.


Daniel : takotnya nak try kasut baru.
me : *** blur *** .... why?
Daniel : iye la, tadi adik makan banyak kat kedai. takot tak muat kasut adik.
me : still blur. hahaa
Daniel : mummy, boleh tak adik nak tidur pakai kasut baru?
mummy : blur***


okay okay, we all know he is so excited of getting a new shoes.


Daniel : baby, ingat tak adik kawan baby yang sama umur dengan adik? (refer to my bf's brother)
me : ingat. why?
Daniel : everytime dia jumpa adik, mesti dia tanya, kakak awak balik KB tak?
mummy: kenapa dia tanya pasal baby?
Daniel : dia kata baby baik.
me : *blushing*

talk to the hand

you : ni lah yang orang duk cakap-cakap L**** tu.
me : hey, mind your own business okay.
you : you dah S******* ke sekarang?
me : i dont care if you wanna say something back behind my back, but please bila depan i, think about my feeling sikit.
you : sorry i tak pikir pun.
me : memang you tak fikir.

dont get hung up

the best is yet to come

i hate of waiting but yet im still trying for the best. 

Q U O T E

derita merindu

Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang tak percaya
Bagaimana nak bahagia

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu
Tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..

Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah

Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya.. kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan..
Aku masih terkilan

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

im awesome

i feel so happy

i am happy. first, im home. who's not happy to see their family? eat dinner with them. my brother always be the clown of the family. he will tell some jokes, he just a funny boy. second, im getting well with my sister, A. she ask me to teach her in study since im in KB. and third, secret. i dont know my life after this, i pray to HIm, whatever happen, please be with me. amin.

if we ever meet again

this is peanut and butter. they are mummy's kitten. mummy found them at the back of our house.  cute kan?