Knowledge is pain and that's why it hurts to know.

i put on my blanket and im ready to go. i grab the laptop but my hand stop. i fall onto my knees, im sweeting profusely. i cant breath . i try to scream for help but i know no one will hear me. so many images are running through my head.

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"what's going on?!", i keep asking myself

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i feel so hopeless. i start to cry. i cry and cry until im out of tears.

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"Arghhh!!", i scream.

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i cant take it. im dumbfounded. so many feelings, so many emotions. i just sit on my floor thinking. im just a human :(