GIRL,you have no faith in medicine.

lately ,there have been things that have brought my spirit down.GOD,im so angry.i just want to scream my lungs out.i want to throw things.i want to break things.how could she do that?how could they do that?what the fuck i do to deserve all this?was i that bad of a girlfriend?she made me cry,AGAIN!

every night,right before i go to sleep, i'll pray.asking Allah for forgiveness and thanking HIM and hoping the next day will be better than today.it is very calming when you know there's always something watching over you.i make mistakes like every other human being but i take comfort in the fact that Allah is there.

im at the point in life where i haven't thought everything through.i'm still figuring everything out. and having something true always makes it easier..and i don't think the sweet revenge is working.*white flag*