slept around 4 something . i soon woke up around 8 something. i didn't go back to sleep because i had a class at 11.30 a.m. somebody call me around 9 asking for exams and my roommate's alarm didn't stop ringing which is made me almost lost my temper. God im so stressed out!lately many things happened. the goods and the bad ass. as a young teenage girl, experience is the best teacher to teach us about life. my last post about letting go, remember? i really did that. i let go of everything.my pass, my fucker friends, my used-to-be-nice-memories, her, the dates and many things. i cant believe i did that. time heals the pain and so my friends. they do help me when im in trouble. so much trouble to handle.they were there too. at this point, im glad for every bullshitting happened.i wont blame people or God because i got my life back. much better than before. because ..
- i have my mummy who almost everyday online through facebook. and i feel really close to her.
- i have my brother. he will call me every weekend and ask me whether im coming come or not.
- i have my sister. although she is too busy with her life but she still keep in touch with me.
- i have my best friends. they are real friend. i cant hide anything from them. i will update my life to them although they rarely do that. i love them when they gave me some advise and support me. i feel more teruja. haha!
- now.. i can do whatever i want without asking anyone permission. i can go anywhere. just like a bird, i smell my freedom. which is great!!!
- i can go with anyone. without feel guity because im not anyone's toy! i meet so many people and im loving it.
- and i meet my S .if shit not happened, i wont be close to her just like now we did now.
- now i realize that family comes first. i will try be a good daughter.
- and actually i have so many friends that really love me. who actually taking care of me. so when some people walked away. fuck you! i dont need to either.
- im much more strong than i though.
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