Sometimes I feel like I’m never going to be good enough for anyone or anything.

with my eyes closed as i lied,

i think something in me died,

was it the need to stay,

or the wanting to run away?

the painful feeling doesn't seem to leave,

a hurtful sigh, i leave,

i wanted to hold your hands,

to kiss your cheek

to meet your new friends,

and watch you sleep,

i swear

this seems so surreal,

did that really happen,

is this really how i feel?

i woke up to know you were no longer there,

i tried so hard to not care,

but i couldn't help it,

this too, i swear,

i cried for you,

with everything replaying in my head,

i just wanted to hold you tightly,

i only wanted you in my bed,

i wont forget,

i wont forget you,

i'll go on remembering you,

and one day,

when this is all over,

i'll finally hold you,

so much closer.