... i cant live my life like i used to, i feel like i wanna stop studying. its not that im not interested in study. i love math, i love calculate all those thing even im left behind from others but the problem always comes to me. one settle down, another one up. and its link one another. you know how FFF i felt i am. im dying to settle down all alone. i guess i wanna run away far from people. lately my headache become worse. i feel sick inside out. i feel like a loser. i wanna screaming as all this shit goes away, i wanna sleep as when im awake i cant remember what had happened yesterday. somehow. it did happen. Ya Allah.. i never feel horrible. helpless. clueless. like this before. please give me some strength to face this by my self. im dying now. i really needed YOU. nobody gonna help me except YOu. after all im turn back to YOU and everybody does,
