she's never coming back

i can't seem to put a finger on exactly what am i feeling right now but im enjoying. so many things went down recently and its pretty interesting how my life has changed so drastically. they said im too naive, i do something without think the consequences. they said im selfish, i let people worried about me. they said im not a good friend, what is friend if i didnt let them know my problems. and maybe they are right. ... or wrong or maybe i just screwed myself. it was the worst day for this year (i guess) and my friends were there by my side making me smile and laugh. it was nice to know that even if i am lonely, im not alone. and watching the way they took care of me put tears into my eyes and it felt good to know that i was being taken care of.


today was dull. a text from someone ask me out. im asking him if i can go out with this guy and he is cool with that. we went to TGV Cheras Selatan, i chose JOhn Carter and that was awesome! i mean the movie not the date.. he used to be my classmate and something had happened, we torn apart. what i like about this guy, he always ask my opinion first in whatever he wanna do, good or bad or worst, soft spoken and nice. hey boy, dont be afraid he have a girlfriend already. *smile smile * and good to know that you care about me. did you know how much i miss you? i miss you so so so so so much.


counting days, cant wait to back home. i miss so many things over there. i need good food to eat. wanna bring along my sport shoes, ajak Daniel jogging. yeahh!


 tomorrow is the day. meet the deputy dean. i hope everything will be alright.