Twenty three months

its our 23th monthsary

i love you 

Salam ke Mekah

i woke up this morning and saw the light beeping on my phone. its from mummy, she asked me to come to KL because we had a small families and close friend gathering. i replied okay, after the class. i finished class at 5 pm. i went back to my rent house to pack then Nazri fetched me, we had dinner at Bondi. it is Indonesian restaurant, my fav place to eat. the only place that i will order and eat the same food without get bored. their bebek bakar is sooooooooo sedap! i never eat bebek bakar sesedap Bondi. hmm, okay stop! im not going to share about my dinner. back to the story. then i arrived at Ampang around 10.15 pm. everybody was there. first thing first, im looking for mummy. well, like usually there will be some funny story about her and ayah, and so on. she look so excited. i never seen her as happy as today. dear Allah, i hope everything will be fine. please protect my mummy,aunt and uncle. please keep them health and safe. alhamdulilllah, her dream came true. its been a long time that she want to go to mekah. she ask me, what do i want, i dont know.. im not sure what i want. i told her that, pray whatever that cross your mind. pray the good-good things about me. my cousin ask me, you should tell mummy to pray for your jodoh and give your bf name to mummy so that she can pray for you both. i ask her back, what if he is not my jodoh? i dont know.. i told mummy, pray for me. i want my future-husband is goodman, handsome and rich. haha. Nazri? tomorrow he's coming to. he took half-day and told his boss that he is going to send his mak mentua to Mekah. gatai noh! dia tak tao esok ramai sedara mara I ado. okay la, so sleepy rite now. see you soon. muacxhhh =*

Forever Young

So we livin life like a video

Where the sun is always out and you never get old

and the champaign is always cold

and the music is always good

and the pretty girls just happen to stop by in the hood

and they hop they pretty ass up on the hood of that pretty ass car

without a wrinkle in today

cuz there is no tomorrow

just a picture perfect day

that last a whole lifetime

and it never ends

Because all we have to do is hit rewind

so lets just stay in the moment smoke some weed drink some wine

reminisce talk some shit forever young is in your mind

leave a mark they can't erase. Neither space nor time

So when the director yells cut

I'll be fine

I'm forever young

I'll be fine

by Beyonce ft Jay-Z

the problem is mine own business.

now is week 12, means that 6 weeks left to the final exam. if you ask me, what did i've learn for the past 12 weeks? i will answered, a little of mandarin words, drawing aircraft parts, calculations of control system, plus additional mathematics. i have draft for that subjects but autopilot?? bullshit! i hate em' not because it is a tough subject but the lecturer. he is the most annoyed, egoist, and worse lecturer ever! the main reason why i dislike him is, he gave me the aircraft circuit of B737 and he expect that i can read the circuit. hell no! i asked him to explain because if you give this circuit to the technician/maintenance also they cant read them. then he replied, that is why i ask you to explain. .. what the fishhhhh! next class situation, he entered the class and wrote down the topics. he asked us to chose the topic the presented in group and record it, but he is not around when we do the recording. mark will be given if the video is interesting. if one person is not present in the video, he/she will count as absent. actually this is an easy task but i hate it since my lecturer is a lazy person. 

Future Family, Husband and Kids

oh gosh, i keep smiling whenever see all these photos. i really wanna get married and have kids. babies are so adorable and cute!!! omg omg!! i keep thinking, will i be a good mother? the sporting one or the strict one? Nazri said i will be a singa-mom and he will be a good-good father. 

ps/ today is mummy birthday. i'll give mummy dozen of cucu as a birthday present, one day.

Be Here Now

Don't lose your faith in me

And I will try not to lose faith in you

Don't put your trust in walls

'Cause walls will only crush you when they fall

by : Ray LaMontagne

Girl With a Passion In Fashion

colorful-long-skirt, you must have in your wardrobe at least one or more. i think you will look fashionista just in a minute. plus it more comfy than jeans. and me like long skirt because it so sopan and sempoi. kalo jumpa mak mentua, sejuk hati dia nengok bakal menantu. :)

cantik kan?

Being Pretty

i wish this is my make up table! unfortunately i only have 2 eyeliners, 2 mascaras, 2 compact powder, 1 bb cream, 1 brush and 1 blusher. simple kan? if all these things are cheaper, maybe i have a variety of make up brand. normally when i go to class, i just put a bb cream and compact powder. but, if i have presentation or oral test or ad hoc  meeting, i will make sure my eyeliner and mascara are perfect. (seduce lect or buat muka comel2 is a must to get higher mark HAHAHA) just kiding...  i dont know you but for me, make up make me more confident. .. pretty ugly XD

another test, soon

next week i got Mandarin oral test. since i really poor in mandarin, i need to try harder. maybe i should boil the notes and drink it, for better memory! :)) my partner is awesome, even though she is younger than me, she help me a lot. i hope everything will be good, pronouns, tones and the dialogue.

Like It's Made Just For Me

last month conversation

he asked me, what is my finger's size?

me replied, idk, why?

he asked again, if i give you a ring, will you wear it?

me said, no. i didnt wear ring. i dont like it.

he said, hmm.. how about gold ring, you must be exciting kn?

me, please do not buy it first, let me ask mummy then i'll let you know. okay?

Nazri and I had several conversations about our wedding and our future together, but i never thought he was serious about it. well, all woman want to get married so do i, but i want it perfectly. i mean the wedding doesn't have to be so grand because i dont have many friends and VVIP guest. less is more. i didnt think about the wedding much. all im thinking is, what's my life after married. am i be a good wifey? or him be a good husband? ............. i guess i think too much, maybe he just give me the ring as a present. back to reality. bye.