dear you, im truly sorry about what had happened. i know my apologies wont change everything or anything. some how i still need you to forgive me. its been two years. you know, on that time i felt so mad, crazy, lost, heartbroken and betrayed. you erased me from your life just like that. did you remember how you treat me when i came to see you? if only i knew you had someone else on that time, i will not wasting my money , my time, my efford on you for sure. did you remember that i ignore my family just to be with you? did you remember how i let down my ego when im begging you to accept me back? did you know how it feel to lost me? no, you dont know. i felt so anguish. with a full of madness, im creat the thing to humiliate you. my head not operated properly. let the world know who you are. i wanna let you down. my friends advising me, am i happy? please stop this bullshit and move on. since then, i ignore it. until you call me yesterday ask about it. i already forgot the password and the email. i dont even know your name. this is not right. im such a badass. you only hurt me but i hurt you and your friends. im sorry and im mean it. if you wanna end up our friendship, im understand why.
