S T A Y A W A Y

was alone at home today. everybody was out and i didn't feel like going out that early. i like being at home alone. i'm never afraid. it is my home after all. you feel a kind of freedom every time you're at home alone and i was having the time of my life just chilling and hanging out in my room.

i knew this guy since i start my ojt.he is a nice guy.he treat me nicely,listen to all my problem,make a stupid joke when im not in a good mood and many things.lately i just not into people.im not into him or anyone else.i didnt text him,i didnt hangout with him,i didnt lunch with him and i dont want to see him.i just wanna be alone.sorry dude. and the craziest thing happened! one of the technician ask me to be his girlfriend in front of his friends.What the Freak! i told him i cant be your Special girl but he keep asking me why.i just can't.dont you get it?then he text me,he said, why you running away from me?did i do something bad to you? are you kidding me? hell yeah freak! i delete all his message.

How to Get Over a Breakup?

this movie is soo me.the movie isn't taking Brooke or Gary's side.it presents two people having real problems,who love each other but aren't at a point where they can communicate it.if you love someone but take them for granted and dont communicate,you can destroy a once great and positive relationship.

i love this part the most,

Brooke: I just don't know how we got here. Our entire relationship, I have gone above and beyond for you, for us. I've cooked, I've picked your shit up off the floor, I've laid your clothes out for you like you're a four year old. I support you, I supported your work. If we ever had dinner or anything I did the plans, I take care of everything. And I just don't feel like you appreciate any of it. I don't feel you appreciate me. All I want is to know, is for you to show me that you care.

Gary: Why didn't you just say that to me"

Brooke: I tried. I've tried.

Gary: Never like that, you might have said some things that meant to imply that, but I'm not a mind reader...

Brooke: It wouldn't matter you are who you are. Just leave me alone ok? Right now, just shut my door.

Gary: Listen...

Brooke: Alright Gary just please, just leave the room. Gary just... I don't want to be near you right now, please just shut the door, please.

this is not the end,this is not the beginning

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strenght to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control

- linkin park

Sealed With a Giant Kiss

: Random / The Lips

if you don't love this,there just is something wrong.i wanted to sign off for the day with a Valentines-worthy post and hearts off the table. so,without further ado, i present to you lips-inspired creations.i love them all... show me your kiss

My Heart is as Strong as a Drummer

i heard that someone said i had no style but i had nice clothes and that i follow trends.

the funny thing about that statement is that i actually have no idea about trends.unlike many other bloggers, i do not have a massive all the top designers. i do not read vogue & any other fashion magazines, infact i rarely buy magazines at all.

the thing is,i like what i like.i am inspired by people i see on the street or celebrities or anything that i likes.i created my own style based around what i liked.not really following what i saw in magazines.

i do not believe i am fashionable but i believe i have my own style and a taste in fashion.

thanks for read this silly post :)

Kau Buat Ku Tersenyum

me : hey hye what r u doing?

CB : nothing much.i just took a dinner.how about you?where r u rite now?

me : actually i just back from some place.

CB : oic,with who?

me : apft staff.

CB : i chat with you later on bcz im gonna play futsal.wanna join?

me : why not?i can be your pom-pom girl what.hahaha

CB : sure.lagi semangat i nak main hahaha ;)

me : if you win,i treat you nasi 'pokpeng' but if you lose.just keep it silent.ok?hahaa

CB : wah,favorite!!comfirm menang tambah-tambah ada pom-pom girl.hahaha

me : ok,have fun and good luck.

CB : you too.makan tuh!

sweet dream :)

♥ ..

: Hilary Duff / Bleached-Streaked Jeans

this jeans inspired by underground music.i love love love them!

lets rock 'n' roll?yeah.....!

I may not be perfect, but parts of me are freaking aww...esome!

i dont think im in love anymore and i know i've said it a million times but back then i wanted it to happen but now im actually afraid that it is happening.i dont like this feeling much but at the same time im loving it.its weird!

ohh CHUCK BASS ,im soo into you

Beauty From The Pain

i still shocking with my currency weight but i cant denied it.lately my appetite was amazing.its like food and i are bestfriend.they likes me alot,thats is why i eat a lot. i found out this article on internet,he say try to lose weight by control your appetite.

one cause uncontrollable appetite is often skip meals, doesnt eat at mealtime arrives.this resulted in the tongue and taste sensor signals from the brain hungry becomes more severe.by eating more frequent,more controllable so that the sensor is less likely to get the appetite of the passionate.

from now on,i'll start my diet.

okay!

The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson

: Bob Haircut

Katy Perry

Paris Hilton

Katie Holmes

Agyness Deyn

Elisha Cuthbert

Hayden Panettiere

♥ ..

: Miley Cyrus / Emerald Green

when i first saw 'who's own my heart' video clip by Miley Cyrus,i just cant take my eyes on her nails color.i love that green.seriusly.im loving it.

Meant For No One But Each Other

went out today with Sarah,Yyh and Zahir.i had a bloody blast! we hung out most at the kopitiam and had just so much fun. i got so hyper, even S was weirded out. but it was fun.S keep complaining about how fat she is,at the same time she eat ALOT! haha.i missed them.

i ordered fried ice cream with kiwi blanded.and S bajet diet,she just ordered keropok lekor with organic water.damn funny!

all in all,i had fun and you should to :)

hye Mr.G♥ssip Girl,

because you are too cute for me.and i dont know which type of girl do you like.

but one thing i do know about you is

you are

single & available ;)

Eid Al-Adha 2010

Eid Al-Adha or Hari Raya haji or festival of sacrifice is an important religious holiday celebrated by muslims worldwide to commemorate the willingness of Nabi Ibrahim to sacrifice his son Nabi Ismail as an act of obedience to Allah a.s ,before Allah a.s intervened to provide him with a ram to sacrifice instead.

this year punya raya korban not bad la.i wake up EARLY in the morning sebab nak tengok lembu kene sembelih live.at first i just act so cool then bila tengok red-bloody-blood.OH GOD.so smelly and smelly and i wonder how doctor's feeling when their do some surgery .euww!im scare to death okay!

i eat a lot.i dont know what on earth happened to myself.every minute every second i feel so hungry even i've already ate.people said i look so thin,small well the fact is,not true!my currency weight is **kg.arghh.after raya ni sumpah kena double workout!

just dance

hey lovers.i just back from dancing class.you won't believe me,i took belly dance and cha-cha dance.its true!for the first time,it kinda awkward because im the youngest among of them.but they're so friendly and funny so different in age is doesn't matter.what i like about belly dance is they focus on belly muscles.i really enjoy it.i go belly dance on Sunday night and Tuesday night,meanwhile cha cha dance on Friday night.so dont be jealous if my body looks alike beyonce.hahaha.

I G N O R A N C E

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

We're the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

Yeah, we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

♥ ..

: Twiggy / The Make Up 60s Look

this beauty icon made pale lipstick and penciled in long lashes the epitome of mod fashion.twiggy's look is super cute ever!

I'll Try Anything At Once - The Stokes.

one night ... i started to think about, why i wanted to be like the people in the movies i was watching.what did those characters have that i didn't have?and then it occurred to me.they had their scripts already written out for them.they weren't real.i had ideas.i had plans.i had the ability to write my own scripts.if i alone had the power to determine the plot of my life movie, then why wouldn't i make it an inspiring one a movie with a happy ending?i decided right then and there that i would write my own script.i would set my own goals from now on,goals that i knew i was capable of achieving.there can be no success without the possibility of failure.the only sure why of failing is by refusing to try.

no pain no gain ;)

miss you NOMORE

i missed the goofy fun we used to have but i thought it wasn't my fault things had changed.she was the one who had done something terrible.

The Brown Monster.

this morning Daniel whining,'i want DOMO-kun .. i want DOMO-kun!'. i said what the hell is that?can you stop being like a baby.so noisy!then i google-ing that stuff.ohh,this monster got a name.its remain me to A :) i wonder why people like this ugly-monster so much..

the DOMO KUN is the character of japanese animation.its become worldwide star after the stop-motion animation is to be broadcast in 101 countries and territories around the globe,including US and UK.whatever he is,i still dont like his face! hahahha

ps/ look at Aqeel's face!funny kan?sebijik mcm DOMO-kun,