Every breath i take proves that i can live without you

day one

so im doing this 10 day challenge thing i got from a friend and since my blog has been nothing but empty, i thought i'd do this since i have nothing better to rant about. and maybe this will be a good way to think.

so Day One is a picture of yourself , and this is a picture of myself. this is a picture of me without make up, just being who i am in front of camera.

we're watching 10 things i hate about you, she really excited when Heath Ledger sing, Cant take my eyes off you . so sweet . then we play basketball and one round jogging. enough with the number. im not soo good in sport. truth!

By being sad, I know how good a smile means.

2nd week at miat.. fulfill my weekend with a date with (?) and went to waterfall. i know we hardly to be together because of some reasons. but what if you belong to me ? haha. for the God sake, i totally likes you. and i like other peoples too. suka tak salah kan ?

what else did i do in miat ? i cooked with my new roomate. ohh shut your mouth up! i just being nice okay. i hand-washed my cloths. i tried to finished sudoku but my laziness is killing me. i went to my friend's rent house just to cook spaghetti meatball and watch AJL and i went for a date.

guess what, i got a called from stranger. he introduce himself as a guy from tagged. What A Suprise! i did not believe he called me. we exchange the number about aweek ago. haha. funny. it remain me of a guy from ipoh. haha!

Travel The World And The Seven Seas

we're in different place again this year,but so what? we're still having fun. so kiss this and yea, we do know you're jealous.

hello 2011.

and we're going to 21 this year.

i hope no more Drama series this year.

i hope no more tears nor cries

i hope i make the right choice for myself

i hope everything is going well so do you,besties :)

When I Open My Eyes, I'm Still Taken By Surprise

i honestly thank God everyday for everything He has given me and everything He will. so, do far life is pretty good.having such an amazing friends by my side.blind dates.lepak-ing with Apieh.beach with Apieh.ghost hunter with Apieh.shi-sha with Apieh.poker with Apieh.weird Apieh. almost i spent my whole night with Apieh and his friends.i just thought it will be awesome if T & A were here .. with me. enough is enough.stop thinking too much and relax !

i turn my hair into black.it such a long long time i didnt BLACK my hair.maybe 2years ago,before i went to collage.pretty ugly uhh?well i can say this is New Year's hair.

My Heart is as Strong as a Drummer

i heard that someone said i had no style but i had nice clothes and that i follow trends.

the funny thing about that statement is that i actually have no idea about trends.unlike many other bloggers, i do not have a massive all the top designers. i do not read vogue & any other fashion magazines, infact i rarely buy magazines at all.

the thing is,i like what i like.i am inspired by people i see on the street or celebrities or anything that i likes.i created my own style based around what i liked.not really following what i saw in magazines.

i do not believe i am fashionable but i believe i have my own style and a taste in fashion.

thanks for read this silly post :)

The time goes faster and I miss you, it's just because I love you.

good morning angels, my days have been pretty rough so far.my sleeping pattern is all over the place and i still have no idea why.

lately i've been feeling pretty down.so many people telling me what to do and what not to do.my mind is just buzzing from all the things i gotta think about and they dont seem to be going away.i dont know,maybe its just me but im definitely gonna start doing something about it.

i've always been an independent person.i do thing all my way.no idea how i got that way or maybe i was just born like that.i mean,looking at my kaklong,you realise the differences between us.and looking at my friends,im more protective.i love protecting them.its not like im pretending but thats me.i've always been different and i dont know,eccentric.

i miss you,girls.no doubt.

morning glory

And screaming
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting
And screaming
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting

green day - waiting.

from gambang to shah alam, from shah alam to kota bharu.thats what life is.keep moving from time to time.*happyface*i got the pictures..i..i... got the pictures!

so,i dont have to wasting my time on anything else but,focus on editing picture.haha.i think im gonna delete some 'rubbish' in my laptop and hardisc.describe rubbish? rubbish is unwanted or unusable materials.the pictures,the videos,the songs and so on..i will delete them!

i just back from somewhere.secret place.i meet this women.she is 86years old but she still in a good condition(sihat la babe).i dont know her name but i called her,mak.i listen to her story.about her life,about her kids,about her grandchild. i really want to hug her.she is so cute but im scare she will think im insane.haha.then,she hold my hand and told me this,

"kalau anak rasa susah hati,mintak lah dengan DIA.mintak lah dengan DIA.jangan lupa DIA.cari sedikit masa untuk DIA.sesungguhnya tiada siapa yang dapat memberikannya melainkan DIA,"

i smile to her and i wonder why did she told me this?

I'm not somebody special, but I m just one of the GOD's limited editions!

im afraid, am i doing something wrong? i keep wondering what is going on but i dont get it i just cant get rid of this feeling that seems to grip my very core. my heart races and all i can see are faces. i hate this, why cant i just make up my damned mind.

so hello my lovelies,how has you week been?mine's been pretty good so far.i dont seem to mind anything anymore.i've been single for 2weeks.longer than i thought i would be but i like it.i dont have to bother with anybody else's feelings.im just gonna stick to my sayang-ness friends and family for now. so much simpler,no?

what i love about this week is,i lepak-ing with Q since he's the only one left in Kb.. and somebody told him about me,about my jiwa kacau.siap lah, awak memang nak kena dengan saya! i play bowling with apft's crew, tomorrow me going to rantau panjang with the technicians.its kinda cool because i never when there with friends, and and and the part of exciting is,one of the cadet ask me for a date!