did you know that, this week is a stress-hopeless-pressure week? no?? well... final exam has begin today until 15th of December. everybody look depressed, trying to memorize the formulas and the facts, while me listen to music while online, chatting, eating.. pretending like nothing happen. very calm. i guess i've prepared enough. if something goes wrong, i'll just accept that. because i hate doing what they are trying right now.. last minutes study, doing the exercises and acting like they are the only person who seat for the final exam. my other colleague is playing game on Ipad. at least she and myself have something in common... we still breathing. time flies really fast.. this is the end of the semester and i still confusing in remembering my classmates' name.(kelas pun jarang datang.. memang lah!). i cant help it..
dealing with life is not easy as i told. explanation wont solve anything. choosing the right thing is another problem. its like you will going up or down, or hell or heaven. i heard my brain murmuring, this person is crazy. she didnt love herself because she is using her brain non-stop. she keep thinking and planing and rethink and re-plan and re-plan again.. until it stuck. dear brain, i wish i cant let all things go and i can go freely. having fun with my young-life. please be patient, one day it will fade away. i promise. *smile*
its his birthday. who is he? my best man ever..i dont know what should i give him. question mark are everywhere, plus i have problem with money. im clueless.. until two day before his birthday, im trying to do something new. so i bought two shirts and did DIY shirt for him.. its like express-present. i made him choose one of the shirts but he is so greedy. i took both of them. one is Pororo the penguin and the other is I <3 font="font"> N. im glad he love it. since he didnt like cake that much, i treat him an ice cream, the best in the town. Happy Birthday Dear.
to you loves, i didnt leave you both. im always here if you need me. stop saying that im too busy or whatever.. im just having a hard time, let me settle down my matter then, let us share our story and gossiping like we used to, okay..
i had enough. wish me luck, good bye
