Their Love Story

Johnny Depp & Winona Ryder

I Just Miss you Love

after final exam, Nazri sent me to bus station because im going back to my hometown. and i was like this

and he was like this

1st thing when i woke up i will call him or otherwise because i really really 

for several days

because

and

but when i see him on skype, im gonna be like

Q U O T E

Her Love Life

Katy Perry says her ex-husband Russell Brand, the British comedian/actor, that she "was in love with him when I married him" in 2010.

But she hasn't heard from him since Brand sent her a text on New Year's Eve 2011 saying he wanted a divorce, about 14 months later.

Perry, 28, says she blamed herself for their breakup until she "found out the real truth," which she wouldn't disclose.

True, he's very funny, she says, but that didn't help when he made jokes about her at one of his shows, unaware she had showed up to surprise him in the audience.

"I felt a lot of responsibility for it ending, but then I found out the real truth, which I can't necessarily disclose because I keep it locked in my safe for a rainy day," she says. "I let go and I was like: This isn't because of me; this is beyond me. So I have moved on from that.

“That wasn’t edited to leave footage out — there wasn’t any footage of him,” says Perry.

“At first when I met him he wanted an equal, and I think a lot of times strong men do want an equal, but then they get that equal and they’re like, I can’t handle the equalness,” she reflects. “He didn’t like the atmosphere of me being the boss on tour. So that was really hurtful, and it was very controlling, which was upsetting.”

She also opens up about her on-again-off-again relationship with singer John Mayer, which is now over, she says, although she "was madly in love with him" and still is.

"All I can say about that relationship is that he's got a beautiful mind," she says. "Beautiful mind, tortured soul. I do have to figure out why I am attracted to these broken birds."

Writer Vicki Woods calls Perry "exceptionally sweet company." She talks about growing up in what Woods calls an "extremely odd childhood" with her parents, traveling evangelical ministers who would not send her to public schools but were funny and smart.

"I'm not in a relationship, I'm just on my own — I am myself in my own bed," Perry tells Woods. "I have to be happy being alone, and I am happy."

She tries so hard, Katy Perry. It's what she does. "I believe that I will be loved again, in the right way." Bright-eyed, she looks up. "I know I'm worth it."

Really? uhh-huh

You'vee Got Every Right to A Beautiful Life

ayah was helping mummy at the kitchen. pucuk ubi tempoyak, ayah's favorite. while cooking, ayah put the ingredient in the wrong pot. so, mummy asked him, why did you put it in that put? ayah replied i did not know. i just do it. then he run away.. .. mummy  kept calling ayah ... i said, he's not around. ayah takut mummy marah dia lah tu. we both laugh =D a few minutes later, ayah came to us at the kitchen, he gave  daun kunyit to mummy *the ingredient that he put it in wrong pot* he's actually went to kedai runcit and bought the daun kunyit.. mummy said, alahai husband aku ni. juruh sungguh . mana nak dapat husband macam ni dalam dunia... me, smiling sorang-sorang bila dengar mummy cakap macam tu.. hopefully i 'll get a husband just like ayah. the best among the best.

Twenty-Five Months, Just Us

 Happy Monthsary love 

thank you for making my life wonderful

iloveyou.

The Way You Do

Just Bitten by Revlon

if you not a lipstick lover, you can try Just Bitten Kissable from REVLON. this lip balm is so ahh-mah-zing!!! the price are reasonable, its only rm16.50. i bought it at Watson, Alamanda. all of their colors are great. the pink one will make you look like a barbie, the orange color look so fresh, nude color also awesome.. i love it!!!  

Rebel with A Cause

Antidote

How Does It Feel To Know You're Everything I want?

i went to a wedding of my friend today. everything was so beautiful. the bride and groom, the decoration, the food.. ci cant wait to get married, but then i was thinking. am i going to marry him? is he going to be my husband? i dont know.. because the bride a.k.a my friend,  she was engaged to A but married to B, im not sure my they called off their engagement, maybe due to long distance.. i dont know.. but somehow it make me thinking. like myself, our relationship is quite serious. our family already met. he knew all my families members and i knew some of his families. we did have a plan for our future. we did have our target for next 2,3,4,5 years but what if ..... tup tup tup,  both of us get married to someone else? hmm.... i dont know.. gigit kuku lah jawab nya. hahahaa.. whatever happen, let's pray the best for us. ^_^

Wish List Part I

ehem ehem...  even though my birthday is not around yet but  me already make a wish list for my birthday. this time i will not wish for something ridiculous. hopefully all this come true. *senyum sambil pejam mata* ..  1st thing on my list is  Urban Decay 24/7 eye liner. they comes in 40 colors and i love them all. i've tried it before (tester*), surprisingly this is the best eye liner i've ever tried. it goes smooth and stay put. the colors are very rich and unique. im dying to have all these eye pencil... i want them all !

Hold It Against Me

going to buy something look like this. 

im digging gold but ain't a gold digger because my boyfriend not a rich man..

Q U O T E

when people in love, everything is possible.

walking On The Dream

done with control system. hoorey!! on the way to the exam hall, i was shaking and cold. nervous kot, well it is a tough subject but, overall i can do well. alhamdulilah. it's not too easy and not too hard. just okay.. a few minutes before started, i lost.. i cant remember all the formulas. its crazy you know when i saw people infront  of me, on the left side, and the right side has started and myself still blurred. recalled the formulas... done with it... next paper is autopilot.. hate hate this subject. i hate system...hopefully some miracle happen. 

by the way, i just back from pejabat Mara because of si Nazri want me to accompany him. he said, saya confident sikit kalau awak ada. hmmm, WHATEVER! he got a letter from mara state that his name is blacklisted and he need to pay full payment. thats mean 48K! gilaaa.. so i told him to make up some story, the sad one. so that he will get some pengurangan. haha. hope so!  then he wait for his turn.. he said again, awak teman saya tao jap lagi, baru saya confident sikit.. i just nodded. .. (at the counter) Nazri told him about his name got blacklisted and bla bla bla... then that man checked through the computer. give me your ic, tett tett tettt.. no way.. your name is clear, no blacklist.. he asked, why you didn't do the reduction of fees? what is your CGPA?  if you pass in your diploma, you just pay 50% of the fee, and from your pointer add another 25%.. so you just pay 12K.. he added more, apply je.Mara ni bukannya kejam sangat.  and for me, i dont have to pay for diploma. my diploma is free. pointer gempak, HAHA!! 

which one is better? Ipad mini or Ipad? big or small?

Smartphone

Nazri want to buy new smartphone. at first he is going to buy galaxy note II but now, he is confuse. i told him to buy Sony Xperia Z. after did some research, sony is way better than samsung.. agree to disagree.. out of sudden, HTC one come out from nowhere... he ask me to review the HTC one. .... HTC one is quite good, too. however, im stick to sony and i dont know which one he's going to buy..

Samsung galaxy S4

Sony Xperia Z

HTC one

The Next Day and Today Love.

life is full of surprises and people are weird.

today we do everything with our friends, and the next day they all turn to a zombie. even worst!

today we smile at each other, and the next day they all staring at us with their big eyes. scary!

today we have money and the next day we're broke. 

today we have someone to rely on, and the next day we all alone. nobody is going to help us. 

today we cry for happiness, and the next day we're crying for something bad and say, why this thing happen to me? 

today we think that our friend is a friend, and the next day they we realize that our friend is a friend-nemy. 

today we eat until our stomach out of limit, and the next day we have a fasting. whether no money in the pocket or gaining weight.

today we help people sincerely, and the next day that people stabbing us right on our face. 

today we blaming our fate, why my life sucks but the others not , and the next day we thankful for everything.

Tomorrow's Way

what a messy bedroom. if only Nazri can enter to my house, i will ask him to tidy up my bedroom. *KALAU*... my friend ask me if my house still available because she didn't get the hostel. i said no but you can share room with me if you want. she replied, sure.. so, next month, i will get new room-mate! after a year an half i live alone, finally i have somebody who i can talk with, discuss something, share the ideas... what a great! but there a pros and cons when sharing the room.. like, my friend ni sangat pengemas. the way she folding her shirt.. tip top habis! and her attitude are opposite with mine. maybe i can learn from her, nak jadi bini orang kan? iye dok? wink3

Bitch I Might Be

too many things across my mind. 

lets fly and leave them all.

hold me tightly 

goodbye

Short Holiday

I went to his brother wedding with my family. err.. family, i mean whole family exclude Khalis. im FF nervous. well, of course  my family meet his family. its a BIG thing!! i never thought that mummy will go to his house but she did. how i feel? hmm, deep inside me im happy. its like mummy and ayah welcoming him to our family.both of them okay je. then we arrived at his house. ohh, by the way he doesn't know that im coming home. saja nak surprise kan dia. our family greet his family. my ayah met his ayah, mummy and his mom and so on.. kaklong whispered, on your left.. all of his family looking at you. nervous tak? me blushing habis =.=! then his mother come toward our table, she make a conversation.. bla bla bla.. and her last sentence, alya dah biasa datang rumah ni... and i was like... hehehehhehehehheheheheehhe. aihhh. hari ni sumpah kelakar. everybody teasing me.  malu lah. first time kan.  at home, kaklong ask a stupid question to me, macamana mummy jumpa besan? and mummy smile. its a good sign. thumb up!

p/s: he told me, i cant wait to get married with you. 

feel like im the only girl in the world

Sometimes it's just the slightest touch. Just enough to assure me this is real.