Skinny Bitch

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: Dakota Fanning /The Style
last night i watched , The Runaways. she play the roll of Marie Curie and its was awesome. i can say i have a small obsession with her. what is there not to like? she is an accomplished actress already at 16 years old. since she is only 16 she does dress appropriately for her age. jeans and flips flops, sweater and sneakers. she also knows how to dress on the red carpet. love you DF :)

True Story Of A Bulimic

My weight didn't start getting bad until my senior year in high school. I was overeating and it got out of control. I started to purge. I knew it was bad, but I figured one time wouldn't hurt. Well, one time grew into two, then three, then four, and so on. I wanted to stop but I wanted to be thin, more.

Being bulimic didn't make me any thinner but it allowed me to continue to overeat and maintain my weight. I still wasn't happy with myself. I was depressed all the time, avoided hanging out with my friends, and became this person that wasn't me anymore.

I said, enough is enough. When I go to college, things will be different, and it was. My first semester of college was the best time of my life. I lost 35 lbs by Thanksgiving break. The compliments were amazing, boys were checking me out again, and I felt awesome about myself.

It felt even more amazing because I put the weight off in a healthy way. I ate right and I exercised. But unfortunately, when I came home for Thanksgiving break, everything changed. I began to over eat again and my eating disorder resurfaced.

By Christmas, I had gained all my weight back. My mother even confronted me about having an eating disorder. All the work that I had put into it over the semester was gone in just a few weeks. And for what, to taste food? It sounds ridiculous. I still haven't lost the weight. that is all, I wish I had supportive words of wisdom but I am still going through the struggle.

source : google

A single text can change my mood at any moment.

we're okay now

and

im soo

happyhappyhappy

and i feel good, yeahhh!!!!!

right Queen B ?

from : Gossip Girl

Through My Veins

checking on the calender today, eleven days to go then i'll leave KB. im suppose to go to KL on 7th or 8th July but for some reason i go early. cant wait to see my girl friend!! why? because she said she is fatter than before and keep saying that she is gemuk than me. it is true?? we will see.. *Evil Laugh*. i swear to God that i really miss her. miss the sound effect and i miss the way she kutuk makcik gemuk. haha.

i already miss mummy even though im not even leave yet. im not kidding. to be loved, we need to love people around us. as the result, everybody is happy and enjoy the life that God give to us. *syukursyukur*

today is the last day of my ganti puasa. this morning i went to dancing class then i jog for i dont know how far im running. then Daniel ask me to made him instant noodle.meggi! my favourite. this is so challenging! its been a month and half i didnt cook or eat meggi. i miss you meggi but you're my enemy. keep away from me okay, ini adalah amaran bahaya.! i got another class by 5.30 pm till 7.00 p.m.

seems like im make myself so busy. take care lovers.

From Daughter To Her Mama

sesungguhnya ujian Allah swt itu tidak akan membebani hambaNya kerana ujian yang diberikanNya itu bersesuaian dengan kemampuan setiap hambaNya. Allah swt Maha Mengetahui bahawa ujian yang kau hadapi sekarang ini adalah ujian yang mampu kau hadapi.

إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون اللهم آجرني في مصيبتي واخلف لي خيراً منها

Sesungguhnya kami adalah kepunyaan Allah dan kepada Allah jualah kami kembali. Ya Allah, berikanlah padaku ganjaran pada apa yang menimpaku dan gantikanlah buatku kebaikan daripadanya.

Ya Tuhan, berkatilah saudara-saudaraku yg sedang mengalami kesulitan. Beri mereka kekuatan agar mampu melaluinya. sesungguhnya dia seperti ibu-ku dan aku seperti anak-nya. panjangkan lah umur dia Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. hanya padamu aku memohon dan padamu juga aku meminta. permudahkan lah segala urusannya. amin .