How About You (?)

Lihat Aku Sekarang - Astrid

i ask A2, can i bring another A with us? she said im just okay. we went to the beach, Port Dickson. i think this is the first time i went there. so lame huh?the beach quite okay. less people make it better kan? at first i felt kinda awkward with A. it will be awesome if you were here, T. jealous tengok A2 berasmaradana. =.=!

Lost thoseFUCK-ing friends, gained a better bestfriends Shim-Shim.

Made it as a last sem with Mr.N.

Lost friends, got them again, gained new ones.

Improved so much in myself and in Studying . (now that i swear)

Went to Shah Alam and met awesome people.

Lost AN

Gained Yan-Yan and his friends :D

Made my life so much more worth the living.

And i cant be happier about the decisions i have made in life :)

Love Me or Leave Me (?)

from : Skins

2 words, 7letters

MUST BUY!!

A Cycle Of A Whore

this is dedicate to you bitch*

L O A T H E

maybe i made a mistake of liking you. you're not the one who im looking for and that is why we're not together. sorry and i hope we're not seeing each other again.

Due Date 31 Jan 2011

me gonna do finish all my Assignments by today because nak spend all this weekend with A2.

1. report test instruments - done
2. electronics circuit
3. digital circuit
4. presentation english - memo

Songs About Jane

Maroon 5 live in Kuala Lumpur. aAAaAA!!!! Adam Levine is one of my biggest crush! no kidding. and for the God sake i will be there just for you A. 29th April is on Friday and i got no class on that day.

PERFECTO !

S Easy S ABC

The Best Thing Happen To Me

from : Gossip Girl

We all make mistakes in life, it's how we handle them that makes us who we are

I, Alya Maryam , admit that i have change so much in this year!

I have learned to not trust everyone.

I have learned true friends stay no matter what.

I have learned love doesnt pick an age.

I have learned about electrical even though i dont like it.

I have learned how to keep my hopes up.

I have learned to leave the bitter and not hold a grudge.

I have learned to love and be thankful of EVERYTHING i have and/or had :)

I have learned to suffer my own consequences.

I have learned that if you're ugly in the inside, you're plain ugly.

I have learned that being fake shows.

I have learned "ways to control your anger" :)

I have made choices not all good.

I have been a bad daughter/friend/girlfriend, but atleast i realized.

I haven't been completely honest but atleast i have been 80% of the time.

I have learned how the truth DOES hurt. And it hurts more when you hear it yourself through the phone.

I learned that not all things are sweet and worth remembering.

I have learned to forgive but NEVER forget.

I have learned to be cold to those who deserve it.

I have loved and lost.

I have lead and followed.

I have met and forgotten.

I have found and misplaced.

I have changed so much,

I swear, you'll only make me stronger.

Beauty / Ugly (?)

Half Of My Heart

i cant answer most of the Qs, the test was sucks ! i read them for the God sake but last night totally ruin everything. you dare me to play some love game. nothing happened between us. no one has the right to judge me, because no one really knows what i've been through. they might have heard the stories but they didnt feel what i felt in my heart. but him? very understanding guy. another reason why i likes him.

You Were Meant For Me

from : Sweet Home Alabama

Perfect Getaway

im currently saving my money for a vacation although i had non in my account . lucky me, my parents are very very generous . they willingly give some money to me. *smiley face* . not sure where to go, depending on my besties. by the time she come back, i got enough $$. yeyy!

how about Penang? or island? it must be great vacation for us.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

from : Skins

Believe Me

from : ?

honestly ?

from : Clueless

One Step To Recovery. Four Steps Back.

i can't sleep. and i just finish watching season 3 gossip girl. thank GOD! tmr im going to Putrajaya, gonna support our Rugby team. goodluck guys. hmm, it irritates me how some people ask me about my life. and when its personal , i dont want to answer and they get all pissed off.

anyway, i feel distant lately. im not in the mood. a rush of sadness and depression came about me. i haven't hate guy such a long time, but this men, i cant see his face. for the God sake, i hate him ! there something he made me turn into a monster. i wont say anything but deep in my heart, i loathe him. i wish he vanish from my life!

Girls can communicate with each other using just their eyes.

from : My Sassy Girl

this week i went to Kaklong's place. i was watching Gossip Girl non-stop for whole weekend. finished what i already started. and Chuck Bass is so charming! he remain me of my Chuck Bass. how i miss his perfume and his hair.

you know what, she was shampooed my hamster with sunsilk, cut his fur and fed him with cornflake. can you imagine how crazy my sister is? poor you Ashtromen. hmm, im gonna send him back to Kota Bharu on this CNY before something bad happen to him. Daniel miss him so badly moreover , it is his pet not mine.

and MR.N you blow my mind over and over again. i wish i'm a mind reader so that i'll know what you really want from me.

i am currently listening to all my time favourite. BulletProof Heart - My Chemical Romance. this is the best song ever. yeahh!

Karma Is A Bitch

from : Gossip Girl

You,

were my friend,

were nice,

were clueless,

were someone i trusted,

were someone i WANTED to take care of.

Now,

your mean,

your selfish.

your hipocritical,

your fake,

your licking HER pussy.

Soon,

you'll give up and all i ever believed in will go down the drain.

friends we WERE, friends i HAD.

A true friend, you were never.

So, pucker up and take this in,

your EX-bestfriend is heartless,

She laughs in your face,

By Marc Laroche

Be Mine

Where Were You (?)

from : Gossip Girl

I Wish I Could Read His Mind.

l

Dear tummy, sorry about the butterflies. It’s not my fault. I swear. It’s his.

My mind tells me to give up, but my heart won't let me.

Dont you think they are awesome ? i found this in tumblr. i really fall in love with these pictures. it seems like they love each other and cant be apart. what a lovely photo with a perfect match.