Friday, November 5

♥ ..

: Random / The Accessory,animal bracelet
i saw this at chamelon.gonna buy it soon!

The time goes faster and I miss you, it's just because I love you.

good morning angels, my days have been pretty rough so far.my sleeping pattern is all over the place and i still have no idea why.

lately i've been feeling pretty down.so many people telling me what to do and what not to do.my mind is just buzzing from all the things i gotta think about and they dont seem to be going away.i dont know,maybe its just me but im definitely gonna start doing something about it.
i've always been an independent person.i do thing all my way.no idea how i got that way or maybe i was just born like that.i mean,looking at my kaklong,you realise the differences between us.and looking at my friends,im more protective.i love protecting them.its not like im pretending but thats me.i've always been different and i dont know,eccentric.


i miss you,girls.no doubt.

Thursday, November 4

All You Have To Do is Say Those Three Magic Words

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
- Yaa
- Alya
- B

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES
- listen to music
- cutting the hair
- doing sudoku

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY
- listening to music
- hanging out with my girls
- beach

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AS OF FOR NOW
- Reason to love you - meiko
- Being hit like a bullet - baek ji young
- I'll try anything once - the stroke

THREE THINGS YOU LOVE IN A GUY
- Personality
- Jokes
- sense of style

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS NOW
- Kak Long
- Teeq
- Ada

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
- a camera
- hugs and kisses
- a pair of Dr.M

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
- went to the secret place
- skype with my girls
- hanging out

THREE PLACE YOU WANT TO GO FOR NEXT VACATION
- Krabi island
- Sabah
- Singapore

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE FAST FOOD
- pisang goreng
- mcd's nugget
- ramlee burger

THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS
- tea ice
- 100 plus
- sky juice :P

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG
- perfume
- eyeliner
- spec

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE COLOURS
- black
- white
- red

TOP THREE YOU LOVE SO MUCH
- myself
- kaklong
- mummy

where is my key of happiness?

my key is gone !
give it back.i want it back.who took it? heyy! who took it? hmmph.i want it back people.i can't stand it.i feel so empty,i feel practically see through.i dont like this feeling.it wont go away.someone give me a hug.someone kiss me.someone treat me well.someone make me smile.someone make me feel good enough.GOD! my heart's no longer with me. i didnt give it away.so who stole it?im begging you people.im tired of looking for it.lately,my dreams are so freaky. i've had one really long and weird dream.they're not the same ones but they seem to have the same concept.

i really really dont want to fall for anybody right now.it'll just hurt.but so many things are getting in the way.what if my heart comes back and i fall,hard?what do i do then?im falling over the edge trying not to break down. maybe i can love but i'll hate myself.im not the ideal person to love.im cranky,i have terrible mood swings and i can be terribly mean for no reason and thats me.

Tuesday, November 2

: Random / The Hair
source : lookbook.nu

show me love,show me love.

MUMMY, WHAT'S LOVE ?
love is,
when Daniel knock my door in the middle of the night and say he want to sleep with me.
love is,
when Mummy screams to Daniel while he changing the channel.
love is,
when Ayah back home from mosque with smiley face
love is,
when kaklong told me that she loves me more than anybody
love is,
when Mummy says my name when she prays.
love is,
when Khalis makes a dumb joke and lets me laugh at him.
love is,
when Amalina having fight with Daniel.
love is,
when Teeq called me,yaa.im loving it.
love is,
when Ada talks to me about medical terms and i dont understand it at all.
love is,
when Apieh hugs me and i feel good.brother!
love is,
when Padi tell me about his life.whatever he is,he still my best buddy.
love is,
when izyan text me that he miss me.
love is,
when Ada makes her face after someone says something naughty.
love is,
when watching berita dunia with mama Teeq
love is,
when Dee teruja when she told me about handsome guy at UIA.
love is,
when Zidane ask me nicely to buy him mentos and ice cream mat cool.
love is,
when whole family gathering during hari raya.
love is,
when kak Layla goes away for so long then comes back with juicy stories.
love is,
when Kak Intan says it's fun when i call her fat, eventhough its not.
love is,
when we're having sleepover and gossiping for whole night.
love is,
when Poknik looks for me to tell me about his problems.
love is,
when i accompany mama yayah to belly dance.gelek gelek.then eat roti canai.i love mama.
love is,
when everybody smile to me.
love is,
when Yaya promised me she'd keep my secret.
love is,
when all the people around you start to cry,
just as you say goodbye.