big girl don't cry

.. i cant take any longer than this.love long distance is crazy.i hardly live without her.she's my everything.i miss you.i really miss you.i miss you a lot.i miss your morning breath.i miss your night kiss.i miss our lunch food.i miss our bed.i miss your smell.i miss your perfume.i miss our meggi pizza.i miss when we hang our cloth at the window.i miss to see you doing your revision and read it loudly.i miss your suara gatal.i miss the time you accompany me when i got killer exam.i miss the way you laugh.i miss the way you eat burger.i miss your comb.i miss si putih.i miss your cooking.i miss when we sleep together.i miss to hold your bank card.i miss when we're going to wash a dozen of our cloth.i miss the way you say goodnight sayang.i miss everything about us.what should i do now?where are you?sayang .... :(

Asking Why, Asking Why, Why I Can't Move On

i hate to heard the word sorry from you
and you already know about it.
*crying*

im stuck here in this life I didnt ask for

... wake up early in the morning. go to work.had some lunch.back home.on9.dinner.on9 sleep.zZzZzZzZ ....

everyday doing the same routine is really really boring!i dont want end up my life like this.like a caveman.its sucks! even tarzan live happily eva after in the jungle while me suffering for no reason in the big city.lucky you TARzAN! i wonder where will i be 10 years from today?still in aviation industry or not?i dont know!when i ask people about the licencing,they got their point about that.they want me think it wisely whether taking avionics or airframe/engine.i have too many to take care of.i have to be stable enough to live my life or this would all just fall to the ground and i wont be able to pick up the ashes.i have been bonding with my parents a lot.it feels really good to know that there are people for me that i can rely on but i want parents proud of me.so i dont want my decision ruin my whole life.for the GOD sake i dont know!

its envy me when most of my 'best'friend doing very well with their life. and me! so fucked up!

i better be off.hold on tight,readers.

xxxx

Pet Shop

orvin's n lilo's castle..

yeahh..we miss u

hye i'm orvin the hyper in every way.. ( the arrogant face)

and i'm lilo the silent killer..(he show some skills no legs at all hahha)

its been 24 days since the first day i bought them at JLN PUDU..hopefully we do well here without u by my side ..

melt in the mouth.

i went to the tesco with my mom. its weekend so we gonna get something to eat.i mean something tasty and delicious for the family.she decided to make chicken rice since Ada gonna join us for the lunch.yeyyy!

... and i bought some shushi.this is my favorite ever.unagi and tobiko!

Unagi is freshwater eel, and sounds scary ("Eeeee!! Eel!"). It's cooked, and it's all made in Japan, or Korea, then shipped around the world. It's therefore standard everywhere, but don't equate "standard" with "blasé". It's just wonderful stuff, and doesn't need to be dipped in the wasabe. Be prepared, you might find a thin layer of fat on one side, which can give it a slimy feel.

Tobiko, the flying fish eggs (the fish fly in life, not the eggs on your sushi) have a subtle flavor that is noticeable only if you order it as a sushi proper, and is served gunkan style. It's fun and noisy to eat - lots of crunchy popping

new hairstyle has begun

when i said i want to cut my hair,most of my friend didnt agree with that.they said my hair is too beauty to cut.haha.just kidding.so,every month i only cut my bang.*sadface*

i just dye my hair using Wella Magma Highlighting Color 44 Rood Intensief .with rm25 i can get a look like hayley williams.she is so cute.recently my hair really annoys me so much.so i decided to cut it off.so its little short but also much more sharp looking.you'll see.

that is what we called it bestfriend.

we really had a great time together since you in here.we're having sleepover,laugh a lot,eating,went to the beach,hangout like we used to,rolling shushi,gossip-ing,eating again and again,and we dont have much time to bring ada to our secret place. *sadface*

ps/maybe next year.please be patience.syuhada syamira.

i just dont know what to do with myself.

you is belong to you.my very bestfriend and my lover.

terharu.the best word i can describe for my birthday.2 times eating cakes siapa tak suka kan?i didnt think that my family gonna celebrating my birthday after what happened between us.i cant believe it.still.mummy and kaklong baked a rainbow cake for me and bought some cheese cake.ohh,i didnt talk with her.its hard you know.my 20-th birthday was awesome.sayang kalian.

and i got present.wink2.

i'm officially twenty.YES im old.

outfit : LEOPARD.im wild.

leopard prints is one of the trendiest jungle print fashion many times.Katy Perry looks inspiring.so get this trend and show me your animal instinct.auummmm!

1st day raya.

location : pantai cahaya bulan

Everything has beauty but not everyone sees it

i miss you.sometimes i listen to music or watching our videos or look at pictures of you.not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if im with you.

deep inside me

gadis,aku tidak tahu

apa masalah mu dan

aku juga tidak tahu

apa yang kamu mahukan

tapi jangan lah begini,

kamu bukan gadis

yang penah ku kenali

kamu seolah-olah

hilang arah tujuan

jiwa mu kosong

fikiran mu entah ke mana

kesunyian dan kesepian

bermasalah

sesungguhnya gadis itu aku.

appleiar.

when I'm around you, my mind is no longer my own

► Play the moments ▌▌ Pause the memories ■ Stop the pain ◄◄ Rewind the happiness.

this is teeq's favorite. mango sticky rice @ pulut mangga @pulut pauh.

lupa lah nama benda ni.roti apa tah.inside that ada peanut butter.outside pula ada honey dan diselaputi dengan telur.

..and this is CPT,cendol pulut tapai.i prefer without tapai hihi.

it was a funny night.i will miss this.

my LOVE my EVERYTHING

hug and kiss,

the lover

my daily lunch

this laksa penang just only rm1.50

cendol rm 1.00

and guess what,my lunch just cost rm2.50.you cant get it anywhere but in Kelantan.