Over thinking does kill your happiness.

Life is good
It's what I see that
Makes me want to disagree
I better leave, I better leave
I better not.

 

(silly boy by Blue van)

we're celebrate my 23rd birthday at Langkawi Island. actually it is last minute decision, like ... instead of USS why dont we go to Langkawi? lets buy the tickets and so on.. we stay at my uncle's house at Kuah. he gave us a car, lucky me i knew some of the places and beaches. *perasan* since minyak naik harga, semua benda pun naik harga. bus ticket rm48 one way. damn expensive! i remember last time it only rm40. but the bus is so exclusive..  thumbs up! 

everything was fine. perfect!

p/s : i still didn't get my birthday present. cant wait! 

You aren't crazy, you just a lonely bitch

or maybe we don't meant for each other.

the feeling fade away like a wave in the ocean.

i dont know what had happened between us.

and maybe i should let us go.

i thought you know me better than everyone else

i guess im wrong

Must Have Item : Part I

     

                 

         

           

    

I love headpieces, they are super fun accessories that are great for spicing up boring outfits. I've seen a lot of fantastic summery ones made from flowers and while I enjoy those a lot, my heart still belongs to the sparkly, flapper reminiscent kind. I think when it comes to headpieces the bigger the better and I am a firm believer that a girl can never wear too many sparkles. One of the best aspects of headpieces is that you can sport them whenever your having a bad hair day or if you simply don't have to time to create an elaborate hairstyle but you still want your tresses to look great. One tip I always like to give about this accessory is that it can provide that magic touch when taking a look from day to night. Do you wear headpieces? you can buy this at sg.wang or indian accessory store at Masjid Jamek at the price of RM7 .. or you can use you fancy necklace as your headpiece.. 

Salam Ramadan

selamat menyambut bulan Ramadan al-mubarak kepada muslimin dan muslimah. semoga puasa kita di berkati Allah. this year tak tahu lagi buat biskut raya ke tak sebabnya, tengok cuti raya kaklong dulu. honey cornflake kaklong are the best!! even my aunt pun order dengan kaklong. one more thing, this year raya dekat besut. oh my ..! tak sabar nak raya, tak sabar nak tunggu semua orang balik. dulu-dulu tak suka raya sebab cousins kecik2 lagi. so kat sana menangis kat sini riau kat situ melalak.. haha tapi sekarang cousins dah besar. dah pandai nk bercinta cintun.. hmm, budak2 sekarang. anyway this year tema kaler family kitaorang is RED. red riding hood!! merah giteewww.. macamana la yg boys ni pakai kaler merah.. daniel pun dah start pakai rumpai laut. dia cakap, dia nk nampak handsome macam Aaron aziz.. kahkah kah...  kepada kekasih2 semua, selamat berpuasa... may Allah bless you.

You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

new semester is coming soon, during ramadhan i hope no evening class. the result of last semester didn't come out yet. im so nervous! hopefully there is not fail paper.. . amin.. even though next semester is just an ordinary semester but, i already made a new resolution. hahaa.. (we must look forward bak kata2 prof muhaya). if you dont like it, change it. but if you cant change it, change the way you think about it..  i want share more about my new resolution but time is running out. ttyl. with love..

Step outside, the summertime's in bloom

*breath in, breath out*

the things will be different now,

try not to become fixated by the past,

and  focus on the future.

move forward please

because things have changed

it's a wonderful world out there

if you go and discover it

move forward please

i've moved on

i no longer miss you

and our memories

between you and I

no longer cause me pain.

im in peace.

*fullstop*

July Love

im so exciting...

Their Love Story

Johnny Depp & Winona Ryder

I Just Miss you Love

after final exam, Nazri sent me to bus station because im going back to my hometown. and i was like this

and he was like this

1st thing when i woke up i will call him or otherwise because i really really 

for several days

because

and

but when i see him on skype, im gonna be like

Q U O T E

Her Love Life

Katy Perry says her ex-husband Russell Brand, the British comedian/actor, that she "was in love with him when I married him" in 2010.

But she hasn't heard from him since Brand sent her a text on New Year's Eve 2011 saying he wanted a divorce, about 14 months later.

Perry, 28, says she blamed herself for their breakup until she "found out the real truth," which she wouldn't disclose.

True, he's very funny, she says, but that didn't help when he made jokes about her at one of his shows, unaware she had showed up to surprise him in the audience.

"I felt a lot of responsibility for it ending, but then I found out the real truth, which I can't necessarily disclose because I keep it locked in my safe for a rainy day," she says. "I let go and I was like: This isn't because of me; this is beyond me. So I have moved on from that.

“That wasn’t edited to leave footage out — there wasn’t any footage of him,” says Perry.

“At first when I met him he wanted an equal, and I think a lot of times strong men do want an equal, but then they get that equal and they’re like, I can’t handle the equalness,” she reflects. “He didn’t like the atmosphere of me being the boss on tour. So that was really hurtful, and it was very controlling, which was upsetting.”

She also opens up about her on-again-off-again relationship with singer John Mayer, which is now over, she says, although she "was madly in love with him" and still is.

"All I can say about that relationship is that he's got a beautiful mind," she says. "Beautiful mind, tortured soul. I do have to figure out why I am attracted to these broken birds."

Writer Vicki Woods calls Perry "exceptionally sweet company." She talks about growing up in what Woods calls an "extremely odd childhood" with her parents, traveling evangelical ministers who would not send her to public schools but were funny and smart.

"I'm not in a relationship, I'm just on my own — I am myself in my own bed," Perry tells Woods. "I have to be happy being alone, and I am happy."

She tries so hard, Katy Perry. It's what she does. "I believe that I will be loved again, in the right way." Bright-eyed, she looks up. "I know I'm worth it."

Really? uhh-huh

You'vee Got Every Right to A Beautiful Life

ayah was helping mummy at the kitchen. pucuk ubi tempoyak, ayah's favorite. while cooking, ayah put the ingredient in the wrong pot. so, mummy asked him, why did you put it in that put? ayah replied i did not know. i just do it. then he run away.. .. mummy  kept calling ayah ... i said, he's not around. ayah takut mummy marah dia lah tu. we both laugh =D a few minutes later, ayah came to us at the kitchen, he gave  daun kunyit to mummy *the ingredient that he put it in wrong pot* he's actually went to kedai runcit and bought the daun kunyit.. mummy said, alahai husband aku ni. juruh sungguh . mana nak dapat husband macam ni dalam dunia... me, smiling sorang-sorang bila dengar mummy cakap macam tu.. hopefully i 'll get a husband just like ayah. the best among the best.

Twenty-Five Months, Just Us

 Happy Monthsary love 

thank you for making my life wonderful

iloveyou.

The Way You Do

Just Bitten by Revlon

if you not a lipstick lover, you can try Just Bitten Kissable from REVLON. this lip balm is so ahh-mah-zing!!! the price are reasonable, its only rm16.50. i bought it at Watson, Alamanda. all of their colors are great. the pink one will make you look like a barbie, the orange color look so fresh, nude color also awesome.. i love it!!!  

Rebel with A Cause

Antidote

How Does It Feel To Know You're Everything I want?

i went to a wedding of my friend today. everything was so beautiful. the bride and groom, the decoration, the food.. ci cant wait to get married, but then i was thinking. am i going to marry him? is he going to be my husband? i dont know.. because the bride a.k.a my friend,  she was engaged to A but married to B, im not sure my they called off their engagement, maybe due to long distance.. i dont know.. but somehow it make me thinking. like myself, our relationship is quite serious. our family already met. he knew all my families members and i knew some of his families. we did have a plan for our future. we did have our target for next 2,3,4,5 years but what if ..... tup tup tup,  both of us get married to someone else? hmm.... i dont know.. gigit kuku lah jawab nya. hahahaa.. whatever happen, let's pray the best for us. ^_^

Wish List Part I

ehem ehem...  even though my birthday is not around yet but  me already make a wish list for my birthday. this time i will not wish for something ridiculous. hopefully all this come true. *senyum sambil pejam mata* ..  1st thing on my list is  Urban Decay 24/7 eye liner. they comes in 40 colors and i love them all. i've tried it before (tester*), surprisingly this is the best eye liner i've ever tried. it goes smooth and stay put. the colors are very rich and unique. im dying to have all these eye pencil... i want them all !

Hold It Against Me

going to buy something look like this. 

im digging gold but ain't a gold digger because my boyfriend not a rich man..

Q U O T E

when people in love, everything is possible.

walking On The Dream

done with control system. hoorey!! on the way to the exam hall, i was shaking and cold. nervous kot, well it is a tough subject but, overall i can do well. alhamdulilah. it's not too easy and not too hard. just okay.. a few minutes before started, i lost.. i cant remember all the formulas. its crazy you know when i saw people infront  of me, on the left side, and the right side has started and myself still blurred. recalled the formulas... done with it... next paper is autopilot.. hate hate this subject. i hate system...hopefully some miracle happen. 

by the way, i just back from pejabat Mara because of si Nazri want me to accompany him. he said, saya confident sikit kalau awak ada. hmmm, WHATEVER! he got a letter from mara state that his name is blacklisted and he need to pay full payment. thats mean 48K! gilaaa.. so i told him to make up some story, the sad one. so that he will get some pengurangan. haha. hope so!  then he wait for his turn.. he said again, awak teman saya tao jap lagi, baru saya confident sikit.. i just nodded. .. (at the counter) Nazri told him about his name got blacklisted and bla bla bla... then that man checked through the computer. give me your ic, tett tett tettt.. no way.. your name is clear, no blacklist.. he asked, why you didn't do the reduction of fees? what is your CGPA?  if you pass in your diploma, you just pay 50% of the fee, and from your pointer add another 25%.. so you just pay 12K.. he added more, apply je.Mara ni bukannya kejam sangat.  and for me, i dont have to pay for diploma. my diploma is free. pointer gempak, HAHA!! 

which one is better? Ipad mini or Ipad? big or small?