drama never ends and haters are all the same

' B is soooooo rich, her dad is somebody. she own blah blah blah blah' or 'i knew that girl, she is F***king rich. she always lend me some money and blah blah blah'  or 'ooo... that girl, she is nice.her dad is just pegawai kelas A' you see the different? if you are rich, people will get closer to you, they even willing to be your slave. no money, nobody will be your friend. maybe some will be, friend but not friendly. today, i realize which is real friend and not. that all for today. selamat berbuka.

let's break up

change your mood, thoughts and emotions.

im totally messed up! i lost my file, all my documentation inside that file. this semester i need to apply again the loan but due to this situation, i barely think wisely. it was the starting of my miserable, then when i tried to apply online, it said,' PERMOHANAN DILULUSKAN'. i told student affair about this, they ask me to called Mara IT to reset back the system. okay then.. i took the number and i;ve been calling them almost 20 times and no one picked up the goddammit phone. then i went to Mara office, i told them about my situation and you know what, the number that i've been calling was the other department. you know how i feel on that time? this is madness!! then they reset back the online application and now, i cant even log in.. the website is under construction! FFFFFFFFF!!.. im so angry now, how can i applied without my offer letter? so i went to admin to copycat the offer letter, and student affair department said, sorry please use the original letter. so how? my file was missing. today was totally suck!

Everything is Different Now

meet my Triple Z, Zya,Zidane & Zalya

Kaulah hidup dan matiku

Kaulah Darahku Juga Nadiku

Kaulah Nafasku Juga Jantungku

Engkaulah Hatiku Dan Juga Jiwaku

Aku Mau Hidup Denganmu

Aku Mau Matipun Karenamu

Aku Mau Disisa Waktuku Bersamamu

Kaulah Senyumku Juga Tawaku

Kaulah Damaiku Juga Bahagiaku

Engkaulah Teduhku Tempatku Bernaung

Kau Yang Slalu Setia Menemaniku

Meresapkan Harumnya Cinta Dihatiku

Kau Yang Menyayangiku Setulusnya

Hanya Bersamamu

Kaulah Hidupku Dan Juga Matiku

by Naff

more LOVE, less HATE

second year of Ramadhan with him. 

For You, I Would

i just love my bedroom. no place like mine. 

puasa oh puasa

إِنَّ ٱلۡمُبَذِّرِينَ كَانُوٓاْ إِخۡوَٲنَ ٱلشَّيَـٰطِينِ‌ۖ وَكَانَ ٱلشَّيۡطَـٰنُ لِرَبِّهِۦ كَفُورً۬ا

"Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang boros itu adalah saudara-saudara Syaitan, sedang Syaitan itu pula adalah makhluk yang sangat kufur kepada Tuhannya."

(Al-Isra', 17: 27)

bulan puasa telah bermula. mesti ramai yang pergi ke bazaar ramadhan kan? kepada kawan-kawan jangan lah membazir. save your money for your own sake. kalau setakat ayam goreng, masak sendiri lagi jimat dari beli kat bazaar. betul tak? lain la kalau tak ada masa, tu tak bole nak buat apa la kan. ini nasihat untuk diri sendiri juga. *smile*

I was what i used to be, now i'm what i am meant to be.

new semester has begin. after several months im off from study and here i am bitches. hello Miat, hello freshie. first day class was sucks! i got kicked out from class because i didnt wear safety shoes. she asked me to go back home and come to the class with proper attired. i ran to the hostel, knocked all the doors but no answer. sakit hati gila! lucky me, i knew some juniors, she gave me her shoes and socks too. malu okay, tapi buat tebal muka lah, kalau tak, tak dapat masuk class. lagi naya! 


old friends, too many stories to tell. some secret to keep. student life is fun. my classmate is so hilarious. 3girls 13boys. some of them is looking good but sadly to say,they all younger than me. damn! haha. i didnt know them well since im the last person come to the class and the first person out from the class. like always lah kan? what else? hmm, all of my lecturer are women. that is a nightmare because last time, when women teach me, its end up with a fail. twice! ngeri weyh!

I know that love will lead us

time is ticking 

while you is sleeping,

when i cant sleep,

i keep thinking,

i really miss you,
and i cant wait
 to meet you love.

meeting each other halfway

Erin has just six more weeks as an intern at the New York Sentinel before she returns to San Francisco. That's fine with Garrett since he just got out of a relationship. But their relationship blossoms and it quickly becomes something that they can't just drop in six weeks. They admit to wanting to be boyfriend/girlfriend just on opposite coasts. The distance wears on them, as with their nay-saying friends and sister, and soon they are forced to either break up or come up with a solution that has them living in the same city.

I just fall for this movie. why? because its all about love and LDR. since, me, myself facing a long-distance relationship so do both of my girls, i think this is a great movie. keep a long distance is sucks! just like Garrett, im so tired of missing you so much :(

Just Like An Angel

Behati Prinsloo, the angel of Victoria's Secret.

Oreo Cheese Cake

i suppose to post the recipe yesterday but im too busy with my family. this oreo cheesecake is so easy to make, all you need is just follow the ingredient correctly. so, here it goes..

Ingredients :

- 30 pieces of oreo (remove the cream)

- 1/4 cup of buttercup (melted)

- 500g cream cheese

- 1/2 cup of fine sugar

- 1tsp vanilla essence 

- 1/2 of natural yogurt 

- 1/2 cup of oreo (chopped)

Preparation :

first of all, we're gonna do for the base of the cake. removed all the cream from oreo.

then, blend all the oreo or you can put the oreo in the plastics and chopped until it fine crumbs.

mix all together the melt butter and the blended oreo. pre-heat the oven to 180C.

for the filling, beat cream cheese (buy the cream cheese at the bakery shop is cheaper than the mall), vanilla essence and sugar with medium speed until stiff.

then, add the yogurt and egg, one by one, and beat until it smooth and creamy.

chopped coarsely the oreo cookies with cream removed.

then, put the chopped oreo into the cheese mixture. mix it and stir the ingredients finely. bake in a 'steam bake' with 170C for 45minutes. after 45minutes, leave it in the oven for half an hour to prevent the cake contracting suddenly. refrigerate the cake for 4hours.

Show Me Your Smile

one of my scrapbook. you can make it much better using digital or manual, depend on your creativity. i use photoscape. just download online here. try now and show it to me your scrapbook.

good luck 

When you're not with me, it feels like a piece of me is gone.

hello loves. ayah is still sick. he walks like orang mabuk, huyung hayang. itu pun ada hati nak drive. we went to the hospital for the second time, the doctor said he just fine. the blood pressure normal, heartbeat okay and everything is positive. mummy said, why dont we try use some traditional medical ? see some ustaz .. manalah tahu ada makhluk halus, ayah kan masuk hutan seminggu. i really want to go to KL early but leaving ayah's alone is not a good idea. sacrifice is good. i believe something good will comes to me, in return.


waiting my little cousin back home because i've promised her to bake a cake together. mummy leave us alone. so, amalina, damia and me bake an oreo cheesecake. sounds delicious, so do it taste like. later on, i'll share the recipe okay :)


cant control my emotional.. lately,tears drop so easily .. why why why?

Never Ever Give Up!

welcome Ramadhan

2minggu lagi puasa.

I wonder if I've ever crossed your mind

Life will move on, even if your heart doesn't..

You Cant keep Your Pet?

 a rabbit should never look like this!

DO  NOT SUPPORT COMPANIES THAT DOES ANIMAL TESTING!!!!!!!

cant fall asleep

we all start as strangers.