Thursday, June 30
One Thing That I Will Never Forget
the number is refer to my room at Miat.
did you know, im staying in that room since the first day i went to miat.
its been three years i lived in the same room.
my life had started in that room
i laugh, i smile, i cried, i suffer, i moody, sulky, in love, beloved, hatred ..
from fatty turns to skinny and back to basic back
from short to long hair and back to basic back
from heartless to a sweet lover and now im just a girl not yet a women
from a girl who really appreciate friends to a girl who doesnt know what is the meaning of friendship, she doesnt care anymore
so many things happened in that room.
this is the last semester
after this six months, i'll never see that room again
Sayonara F-03-10.
Take Me As I Am, Or Watch Me As I Go.
today's activities. i went to the cyber cafe to print out miat's invoice. then i went to CIMB bank to pay the fees. and bank in some money to my Aunt. it such an easy job but why so many people in the bank today? i hate queuing especially when so many people around me. almost forgotten, i went there with papaya. then we went to his house. i saw his mother. the word saw means i didnt meet yet. there is no point to meet anyone's parents / family. because too early to say anything or maybe im just scare. enough! then we went to the beach with some friends. around 07:00 pm, he sending me home. i can see in his eyes that he kinda nervous due to the last night incident. but after he saw mummy smiling at him, my papaya turns to normal back. he's really funny. dengan mummy pun nak takot. haha!
Our Forever Go Together
Life is the most spectacular show on the earth
My Mind's Dirt And It Don't Need Cleaning
Wednesday, June 29
To realize the value of ONE HOUR
Super Breakfast
Tuesday, June 28
Romance In The rain
A Love That Only Moms And Daughters Know.
Best Friend, No Doubt!
Monday, June 27
Lo.. Lo.. Lo.. Loser
Follow Your Heart But Be Quiet For A While First
From KB With Love
Sunday, June 26
You Are My Nightmare
Saturday, June 25
Friday, June 24
♥ ..
last night i watched , The Runaways. she play the roll of Marie Curie and its was awesome. i can say i have a small obsession with her. what is there not to like? she is an accomplished actress already at 16 years old. since she is only 16 she does dress appropriately for her age. jeans and flips flops, sweater and sneakers. she also knows how to dress on the red carpet. love you DF :)
True Story Of A Bulimic
My weight didn't start getting bad until my senior year in high school. I was overeating and it got out of control. I started to purge. I knew it was bad, but I figured one time wouldn't hurt. Well, one time grew into two, then three, then four, and so on. I wanted to stop but I wanted to be thin, more.
Being bulimic didn't make me any thinner but it allowed me to continue to overeat and maintain my weight. I still wasn't happy with myself. I was depressed all the time, avoided hanging out with my friends, and became this person that wasn't me anymore.
I said, enough is enough. When I go to college, things will be different, and it was. My first semester of college was the best time of my life. I lost 35 lbs by Thanksgiving break. The compliments were amazing, boys were checking me out again, and I felt awesome about myself.
It felt even more amazing because I put the weight off in a healthy way. I ate right and I exercised. But unfortunately, when I came home for Thanksgiving break, everything changed. I began to over eat again and my eating disorder resurfaced.
By Christmas, I had gained all my weight back. My mother even confronted me about having an eating disorder. All the work that I had put into it over the semester was gone in just a few weeks. And for what, to taste food? It sounds ridiculous. I still haven't lost the weight. that is all, I wish I had supportive words of wisdom but I am still going through the struggle.
source : google
Thursday, June 23
Through My Veins
i already miss mummy even though im not even leave yet. im not kidding. to be loved, we need to love people around us. as the result, everybody is happy and enjoy the life that God give to us. *syukursyukur*
today is the last day of my ganti puasa. this morning i went to dancing class then i jog for i dont know how far im running. then Daniel ask me to made him instant noodle.meggi! my favourite. this is so challenging! its been a month and half i didnt cook or eat meggi. i miss you meggi but you're my enemy. keep away from me okay, ini adalah amaran bahaya.! i got another class by 5.30 pm till 7.00 p.m.
seems like im make myself so busy. take care lovers.
Wednesday, June 22
From Daughter To Her Mama
Ya Tuhan, berkatilah saudara-saudaraku yg sedang mengalami kesulitan. Beri mereka kekuatan agar mampu melaluinya. sesungguhnya dia seperti ibu-ku dan aku seperti anak-nya. panjangkan lah umur dia Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. hanya padamu aku memohon dan padamu juga aku meminta. permudahkan lah segala urusannya. amin .